attemptng

... i just realised i used near on the same names as i did in my book on here. read this if you want an alternate reality bisexual carmen hahahha https://my.w.tt/14Fg7Zh58W

attemptng

hi i added songs to each of the chapters on incredibly alive because i'm too passionate about music & it's a big part of the inspiration of everything i write, so it felt appropriate. not all of them make complete sense with the chapters contents, but sometimes it's just the title, or because i mentioned that the characters listened to the song, etc... anyway yeah, just thought i'd let u know <3

rae819

hey, i’m just posting to let you know that i really really really really liked incredibly alive. and yes, i know i made that clear in the book’s comment section, but i just felt like posting on your board as well bc why not??? people should read and post more on other people’s boards. i treat mine like a journal.
          anyway, back to your book. love your writing style, and i love how you characterized carmen and allison. just feels like every other gay book on here is the same. yours is one of the few Wattpad works i cherish. xoxo

attemptng

@rae819 i just reread this and it made me cry lol this is honestly so nice thank you so much again
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attemptng

thank you so much!! i tried using my board but i guess most wattpad users don’t use their boards/look at other people’s, so thank u :’) & ahh i really appreciate that, the most important thing to me is making the characters believable & realistic, so thank u again! xoxo
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attemptng

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hi i know no one reads these but i feel like this is my little log of my brain whilst trying to write this book if suddenly i become a huge author!!! (lol i hate myself)
          
          ANYWAY, let me bore you with complaining about writers block. I write so little nowadays that I don't consider myself a writer at all. I never have, really. I feel like I'm just playing around with different interests, when really the truth is I have been writing for years about a bundle of different things. 
          
          This is the first fiction book that I have decided to write for no reason other than my own desire to do so, that isn't fanfiction. Yes - it is inspired by The End of The Fucking World, but it's not fanfic!!! anyway, i am basically carmen. Things are exaggerated and overdramatic, certain details have been left out or added in (so I don't feel as lame writing about myself lol) but most of the parts where I delve into Carmen's thoughts are extremely similar to what I write in my own diary. 
          
          I'm having writers block right now because I am Carmen but I don't experience what Carmen experiences, and I am finding it incredibly difficult to not only create situations for her but also to step into her shoes and think about what I would be like in these situations. 
          
          My biggest problem may be that I don't have an Allison. I don't know. It sucks, I can't use my brain properly recently. I also feel pressure (from myself) to upload more regularly because this book has been getting much more attention than what I'm used to from my other accounts. 
          
          Thank u for reading if u did, hopefully I'll get back on my shit asap xoxo