itzdatstar
i just read “what you can’t have” and “what you almost had” and adter those 10 hours straight of reading it, it was insanely good tbh and im so goad we got the ending we did.
augustttwrites
augustttwrites
NEW BOOK OUT NOW!!! "make a shadow" ;)
clitbit3r
need online love new chapter
thecorspebride
Hi hi
ntelligentsoul
WHERES THE NEXT CHAPTER OF ONLINE LOVEEEEE,?????!!???!??
augustttwrites
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I'M NOT EVEN THROUGH THE ALBUM YET BUT IVE HIT REPLAY ON GOLDWING TWICE??WHY IS THIS SONG SO HOLY omg I'm gonna keep replying to this with more thoughts as I go. But,,,GOLDWING??? FUCK FUCK FUCK. when she goes "duh duh dun un duh duh" everything flows together FUCK getting older was such a good intro and I gotta relisten to oxytocin cause I thought I detected some splashes of fruit. I AM HAVING SUCH AN EXPERIENCE RN and reminding myself you only get the experience of listen to the album for the first time once. fuck.
augustttwrites
haven't wrote/updated in awhile. i'm currently in the process of updating things! let me know your favorites and what you want more of.
on another note, i haven't been posting because of the discourse surrounding the lost cause music video and queerbaiting. it hurt me because i got my hopes up and really thought she was coming out, especially with the 'i love girls' post. i kept waiting and waiting for her to say something about it, but she typically doesn't do that. nevertheless, it's an important conversation to have about queerbaiting, because there's multiple definitions, most involving profiting off of books/movies/shows that intentionally make characters appear queer to reel in lgbt fans, but don't actualize it for their straight fans. i don't think billie's music video falls under that definition. i am a sexuality studies major in college, so i've definitely overthought this, but i'd appreciate anyone else's thoughts on the whole thing!
augustttwrites
just gonna comment some other thoughts about the "drama":
1: if people preach that sexuality is a spectrum, they shouldn't in the same breath be frustrated that someone is publicly displaying themselves experimenting. if sexuality is in fact fluid, we should give people room to explore themselves at any point in their lives, no matter how old, no matter if they've said they are one thing, because labels can change.
2: she doesn't necessarily "owe" an explanation because people will form their own opinions and maybe she doesn't want to go through the process of proving she is who she says she is.
3: people commented that if she doesn't have a label or isn't figured out then she shouldn't put something out that suggests she's queer. however, this feels very much like a shame culture, plus she's been in the public eye since she was very young
augustttwrites
NEW FIC OUT CAUSE I HAVE NO SELF CONTROL??? i know i know i still need to update what you almost had, online love, and sempiternal but instead of doing that i just wrote something new
"HORNYLOVESICKMESS!!!" check it out
augustttwrites
published the first chapter to a new billie fic "sempiternal" check it out!! <3
augustttwrites
lil update: posted two new chapters of "what you almost had" yesterday and now two new chapters of "online love" are out!