heads up for those interested!:
all of my fics are being/will be reuploaded to the archive, for the sake of preserving my old works. whether they're completed, incomplete, incoherent, etc., they will be uploaded there for the sake of preventing my fics for becoming lost media to myself and others.
if anyone cares and/or is still interested, if you know which fic you're looking for, they will be posted under 'anonymous', as i do not want it associated with my current wips for now, but i'm sorry for having deleted them here due to my own shame.
if anyone is curious and/or interested in some of my old fics, please feel free to ask.
i don't know if i'll update them ever again, i'd like to imagine so, but i really don't know.