@ThAdrenalineJunkie thanks for that and please read if you have time I really need feedback I feel like I'm doing terrible because no one reads it and no feedback ill check out a few of your stories too
Sometimes I wish to get better and that this would go away but no it yanks me back into reality as I realize that I might not get to live a happy life and thanks for the votes and like I love feed back please comment and read!!!!