only if she knew my feelings
only if she realized that I'm not joking around
only if she were bi
only if she felt the way I was
only if she recognized how many times I stared at her smile
only if she sensed how much I wondered how her  lip tastes
only if she wants me 
 < okie I'm writing this bio about my feelings for my crush, she'll never knows>
 <if she reads this, l bet she'll never know she's this one> 
 <though I want her to know that since the day I met her I am not a straight anymore>
 <that's all because of you my loving ng y/n>
 <I want to chu with you uwuuu>
everytime I see her face my whole things be like;
"LISTEN TO MY HEARTBEAT
SAYING 'DO U LUV ME?"