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[ monday, 9:38 PM. ]
          
          mini vent ig
          
          it kind of annoys me how i have so much history with so many people on here and we're connected on instagram and literally no one texts me. like at all. like maybe five or six people out of the DOZENS of people i met through this app still care to keep contact with me. i know that people are busy and move on and have their lives, and i'm not saying they should prioritize me, but how come you have like thirty stories on ig and don't even bother replying to my text... like it's been months lol
          
          this isn't about anyone in particular, but it's really hurtful to just be hung out to dry without an explanation, and i didn't even do anything. i try to make new friends on here, ig, and tumblr, but none of them really stick ? it just makes me wonder what i'm doing wrong. like if u don't like me and we have beef that i didn't know about literally just let me know. but i'm sick of being ghosted !
          
          i know it's not anyone's fault for friendships drifting apart, i just feel stupid trying to save what's left of old friendships. maybe it's my sign to wake up and move on ? idk i met some of these people in a simpler time in my life and i just want a piece of it back, no matter how small.
          
          i'm sorry i'm airing this out online lol it's just been bugging me for a bit. if you feel affected by this message, don't feel bad, it's not about you, but i'm lowk still here you know LOL

[ thursday, 5:55 PM. ]
          
          i'm trying to get the ball rolling on loving machine, but the wait might be a little longer than expected due to a sudden allergic reaction! i didn't even know i had an allergy but i've broken out in hives and i feel like i'm about to die so just sit tight!

I love loving machine with all of my freaking heart. like justice for my girl caroline rn

IVE ENTERED THE VILLA ✌️✌️ clicked on wattpad after its been collecting dust for half a century to read da new fic 

[ thursday, 11:15 PM. ]
          
          merriest of christmases to those to celebrate and a happy holidays to all!!! read loving machine or i will find you

hi im gonna give you my kidneys and lungs and veins and heart and brain like im some random staff room. list out what’s essential and decide none of it is for me like like i'll reroute my pulse, hand over my veins like they’re optional accessories loving machine is so peak life is great merry christmas mwa

[ wednesday, 8:40 PM. ]
          
          merry christmas!
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/394080699-%F0%9D%90%8B%F0%9D%90%8E%F0%9D%90%95%F0%9D%90%88%F0%9D%90%8D%F0%9D%90%86-%F0%9D%90%8C%F0%9D%90%80%F0%9D%90%82%F0%9D%90%87%F0%9D%90%88%F0%9D%90%8D%F0%9D%90%84-%E2%94%81%E2%94%81-%F0%9D%98%AA%F0%9D%98%AF%F0%9D%98%B7%F0%9D%98%AA%F0%9D%98%AF%F0%9D%98%A4%F0%9D%98%AA%F0%9D%98%A3%F0%9D%98%AD%F0%9D%98%A6

[ saturday, 9:42 PM. ]
          
          big things coming so so soon!!!!!!

miss you cutie <3

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