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Hey, merry Christmas!! 

Hey, don't forget! You're wonderful and loved <33

wtf is up with wp’s mobile website overlay again…

Laying in my bed is basically my new favourite thing to do. :]

Regentonne. 
          Ich habe etwa zwei Jahre lang nach dem Wort Regentonne gesucht.
          
          
          
          Regentonnen sind toll.

sometimes I wish that I could wish it all away

<3

… I guess you’re used to this kind of messages by now…
          
          Brain please stop setting me into fight or flight mode. It’s just a party, that are normal night sounds. The screams are happy. No one there is in danger or mad. You don’t need to be afraid of it.

Ily Zach /p <3

… rant
          at the one side id beg you to reply at the other i dont want to drag u down or afdect you badly
          
          fear is shaking me, tears running down my cheeks. i wish i wouldn’t have to go through these episodes on my own. 
          i wish i wish i wish
          
          i wish i could be able to do smth against these loneliness eating me up. i wish i could just stop struggling and write people. 
          
          why has no one wished me much fun but him five times even after i wrote?
          why is no one reacting to me?
          why are my thoughts so fast again?
          i’m tired but i’m afraid to fall asleep.
          my body hurts again like hell and i want it to stop I dont want to go there tmrw i dont want to go there i dont i dont i dont i just feel guilty and ashamed and im a mess and i want a hug so badly and i will not be able to ask for one and everyone has their own problems and i dont want i dont want to i dont want to i need a break i need a break i need a break i need a break please