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hello readers/writers
          its been a while and alot has happened.
          idk if i willl comeback to writing any time soon .
          but il look into that perhaps later
          life hasnt been the best on me rn .
          im on anti depressants now and im almost turning 20.
          
          i also have a new partner atm so thats also nice.
          
          this is a small update
          if you have any questions about my old cringey ass books then ask away!
          
          sincerely 
          
          your Author_JN

hello readers/writers
          its me author_jn
          its been a while
          alot has happened recently
          and well i havent been doing the best if im honest
          i cant promise you all to be back 
          i can  be there though if u need me like u can text me anytime
          but writing chapters again might be too mentally exhausting for me
          ill make try to make something in the future but for now i cant
          
          alot has happened and yeah its not going too well
          but im trying to improve the situation that i am in 
          and it will be better eventually and then i can provide you all with whatever you want
          
          this is for now it
          if u have questions dont be afraid to ask 
          
          i love you all
          
          sincerely
          
          your author_jn

Hi..readers/writers
          I've been quite inactive for a while..
          For varies reasons.
          I'm not..doing..so .well
          I am .getting therapy..and I'm talking to a social worker.
          Shit..just .ain't.. going..well
          
          My bf..broke.up with me a couple months ago..and..well tommorrow..was supposed to be our one year anniversary..but..yeah.. ig we won't be celebrating that together..
          
          I've had the worse weeks..with the worse bad luck.. lately..and..just..shit..ain't...going well for me.
          ..I hope stuff will get better for me eventually but..ay  who knows..yk.
          I'm still dealing with alot of heartbreakpain.
          .and..idk..it's just not going well for me atm..
          But that's the situation..why I haven't been active..for a while..
          
          I'll try to be more active..but it's difficult sometimes.. in situations like these 
          
          
          Sincerely 
          Your author_JN

Yep ..I just got broken up with over text..and blocked on everything on the day before my wedding.
          It's not going well atm..so yah....sorry..yall..

Well uuuuh I'm getting married yall
          Me and my fiance are holding just a small wedding between us and yk I thought it would be fun to notfiy yall on how life is going.
          Well.u see it here folks ..this cringy wattpadwriter is now getting married at 18 lolol 
          
          You guys are the first one to know so yae
          
          Hehe luv u all
          Till next update 
          
          Baaibaaai

Hello readers/,writers
          
          ..it'd been a while
          
          Alot has happened
          I am now currently quite in a depressivve  shit.
          Cuz im most likely getting kicked out of my artschool because of pow grades 
          .my mother is going to help me tho and try and get me back there cuz they are being very unfair..
          Saying shit like that I can technically still make it and go to year two.. and that I'll have to follow special classes ans like follow other rules that were applied to me.and than see what will happen next but than yesterday I had a conversation with a teacher of mine who said I am most likely going to have to stop with my education 
          Which was quite a shocking thing to me to hear suddenly. 
          He said it isn't pernament yet
          But he said it most likely will onces the school agrees 
          But I can stil even than send in a refusal and try to grt my self back there.
          
          Because of this stress lately with school And home issues shit I haven't been writing.and I'm sorry for that 
          
          I'll try to update more onces i know more
          So this js basically me saying I won't drop any chapters  for any stories for a longer period of time than expected so that's the reasons why I have been absent alot from wattpad.
          So for those reading MY fanfiction 
          Here your answer why I haven't finished them yet 
          
          
          Sincerely 
          Your author_JN

i might make a new story one day i dont think like bts related like a fanficiton but i think maybe just yknow a self made up story  ive been thinking about it but idk about my fanfics idk about it since well now im an 18 year old  and i made that stuff when i was 14/15 ish so i dont know  since i find them hella cringy so idk yet ..like i could 1. put all my old fanfics on private 2. continue it in like its old writing style when i was 14/15 ish and not change anyhting 3. change the story a bit more and make it more like my current age writing style ..idk also about making new bts fanfiction it depends im not sure if i would ever really make a new bts fanficition . i mean i have a few in my drafts that i never really finished it were some old ideas i had back than but idk if i will ever make a new bts fanfiction idk about that ..maybe idk  maybe....also i dont know how active i will be on this app cuz yknow school grades suck and i have a busier  life and yknow a bf now so quite a busy life but illl see what i can do ....sincerely your Auhtor_JN

Ello quick update
          
          I haven't been writing for a long time now
          
          I'm trying to figure out if I still want to write or not 
          
          Domt get me wrong I love writing
          But it's quite stressful sometimes
          Especially now that I'm 18
          I've been on wattpad for almost 4 years now
          And I love the wattpad community alot 
          But I do also have art college now and alot more homework and I'm also now dating and yknow I still have some issues at home aswell and SOme mental health issues aswell
          So yeah 
          
          That's probably one of the main reasons I haven't been writing 
          
          And maybe because my stories are Hella cringe haha
          
          I sometimes read them back and I'm just idk ew
          
          But ay 
          I'm still on wattpad till this day and like if someone needs me ya can contact me
          
          Luv  yall
          
          Sincerely your 
          
          Author_JN

i turned 18 yesterdaaayy woooooo

i knowwww i should upload some chapter again but ive been lowkety busy with artschool ngl and like other confusing stuff that i wish i knew the answer from but like they are so confusing i just dont know the answer from it sometimes but anyywayss enough about that ..ill try to upload asap but it might take some time since i dont reallt have alot of spare time and when i do i feel sooo tiredddd ngl ill try my best.. i think of yall alot and i dont want you guys to think i abandoned yall since i would never do yhat..since this communtity has been and still is amazing with wonderfull people..like for example @lovelyjimsu
          •@Mwochyy
          •@someoneethereal
          •@impeppalostsibling
          •@blckhxbii
          •@danseokjin07
          
          i  hope to meet more amazing people like this and yknow make some friends here and there ..ill btw try to be more active but its quite hard sometimes but ill try my best!!! love yall xooxoxox sincerely your Author_JN