August Moon

If you can, please talk about Iran on your feeds. Whether it's on X, or Insta or wherever, please, TALK ABOUT IRAN.
          I have no idea whether or not my friends are even alive in there. The internet has been shot down for days now. When I go to protests here in Montreal, people are just getting calls from Iran to let them know this and that family member had been shot dead. Even if it's just talking about it between your family and friends, raise awareness. If you can, write to your politicians. If you can, tag Trump to just hurry the f up with what he wants to do already.
          Thank you.

Happy (?!) new year (I guess.)
          Guarded Hearts Chapter 8 is out at fucking last ^^ 
          Did not plan on ever uploading anything here anymore but I just felt like it now so here you go... hah.

Read 'the long game' too. Hmmm... overall much better than 'heated rivalry' but I feel like Ilya's mental health situation was just thrown in there for the plot? Like, he was just 'sad' and then they were out and he was okay? like???? Sigh... I was expecting much more depth to it, especially when it came to his conversation about this with shane. Can't say I was expecting much, since actual published books have been shit for many years now...  I just hope Jacob writes it better and gives it more depth like he did with heated rivalry. In Canada's Jacob we trust...
          (I love Ilya so much. I wanna protect him from the whole world. Sometimes even from Shane!)

Heated rivalry series >>>>>>>> the book...
          This is the first time ever I prefer a live action over the written novel. The book, for one, had no real emotional scenes like the series had. And what always gives me the ick and is VERY IMPORTANT to me is whether or not the author IS AWARE that in GAY intimacy, you can't just fuck whenever you please. There are things to be done and take care of first so you can't just stick your tongue or other parts in, you know???? Like, do these authors not know that the backdoor is not self-cleaning and ESPECIALLY since the westerners do NOT use water in the bathroom AT ALL???????? (which also, like, WHY?)
          Anyway, on to the long game we go, I guess. And that's only because I love Ilya's character and how in love he's been from the get-go. Otherwise, I would just toss it....

Happy holiday, gorgeous people!
          Watch Heated Rivalry while you have the time! :D

Hey its been ahwile everything okay??

Could you please update Guarded Hearts

so none of yall for real told me that in chapter 6 of Stuck, I wrote self-
          conscience instead of self-conscious, huh? TRAITORS!
          (editing Stuck rn)

Guys im so so so sorry about the website delay. Honestly the website itself is good to go but ... im not writing so i dont see any point in launching it rn. Idk if its my mental health or my gene that has amnesia in it but i've been forgetting more and more of english so eventho I have all the plots in my head, whenever I sit down to write, I don't even get the right grammar anymore. But... I did go to the doctor and he suspects pneumonia among other things and we'll know just wtf is wrong with me in about a month (hopefully). I also keep reading books to trigger my brain but it's seriously dead atp. I cant even explain how bad it's gotten :) 
          On the bright side: now I know how the west side of the world's medical system is so I can write it more accurately :) that is, if I ever actually get to write again.
          This is...just awful... 

Dude at suicide prevention/consultation booth at the community day event asked me how I deal with my near suicide attempts every time they get bad if I don't go to a therapist. I said oh I write novels. And I draw. He said well. August I love that you take care of yourself and I will never forget your name and I hope to read your books one day. All that was going in my mind at that moment was: WHAT IF HE READ THE ALPHA'S CASTLE? WOULD HE STILL SAY THAT-