August Moon

https://archiveofourown.org/users/AugustBlumoon
          Hollanov back up.

Current coping mechanism tho, is hyper fixating on Rachel's game changers series. Currently on Eric and Kyle's book. Loving it, actually. Simultaneously, I write to my friend about the books I'm reading because I've always done that. Because she doesn't read anything I didn't write and says, for other books, I tell the story way better than if she reads it herself, so now I'm still doing that every day even though my friend hasn't been online for more than 40 days now. There's a good chance one of us won't be there to see the other person's replies if the connection is ever restored. Life is fun :) 

The urge to sit down and write the most depressing, doomed, violent, earth-shattering novel in one go to cope with everything that's going on is very strong in me. Can I finish a novel in the two weeks that is the ceasefire deadline? :/ ffs. Anyone know a kill for hire type of person? Send contacts please, I'm tired :)))))

 A new Extra chapter for Stuck is up~

Hey its been ahwile everything okay??

Could you please update Guarded Hearts

so none of yall for real told me that in chapter 6 of Stuck, I wrote self-
          conscience instead of self-conscious, huh? TRAITORS!
          (editing Stuck rn)

Guys im so so so sorry about the website delay. Honestly the website itself is good to go but ... im not writing so i dont see any point in launching it rn. Idk if its my mental health or my gene that has amnesia in it but i've been forgetting more and more of english so eventho I have all the plots in my head, whenever I sit down to write, I don't even get the right grammar anymore. But... I did go to the doctor and he suspects pneumonia among other things and we'll know just wtf is wrong with me in about a month (hopefully). I also keep reading books to trigger my brain but it's seriously dead atp. I cant even explain how bad it's gotten :) 
          On the bright side: now I know how the west side of the world's medical system is so I can write it more accurately :) that is, if I ever actually get to write again.
          This is...just awful... 

Dude at suicide prevention/consultation booth at the community day event asked me how I deal with my near suicide attempts every time they get bad if I don't go to a therapist. I said oh I write novels. And I draw. He said well. August I love that you take care of yourself and I will never forget your name and I hope to read your books one day. All that was going in my mind at that moment was: WHAT IF HE READ THE ALPHA'S CASTLE? WOULD HE STILL SAY THAT- 

The editing process for The Alpha's Castle is over TT It took me soooooo long to do it. And I don't like the extra chapter I previously uploaded here at all so I'll be needing to write a new one. And maybe some new ones, 
          BUT editing that story has got me in my historical feels again so I edited Hyo's story The Son's legacy (it has 5 chapters so far) so now I'm torn between continuing The puppet's Master and that one. NOT LIKE IM WRITING AT ALL TO BE CONTEMPLATING ALL OF THIS!