August Moon

Hey its been ahwile everything okay??

Could you please update Guarded Hearts

so none of yall for real told me that in chapter 6 of Stuck, I wrote self-
          conscience instead of self-conscious, huh? TRAITORS!
          (editing Stuck rn)

Guys im so so so sorry about the website delay. Honestly the website itself is good to go but ... im not writing so i dont see any point in launching it rn. Idk if its my mental health or my gene that has amnesia in it but i've been forgetting more and more of english so eventho I have all the plots in my head, whenever I sit down to write, I don't even get the right grammar anymore. But... I did go to the doctor and he suspects pneumonia among other things and we'll know just wtf is wrong with me in about a month (hopefully). I also keep reading books to trigger my brain but it's seriously dead atp. I cant even explain how bad it's gotten :) 
          On the bright side: now I know how the west side of the world's medical system is so I can write it more accurately :) that is, if I ever actually get to write again.
          This is...just awful... 

Dude at suicide prevention/consultation booth at the community day event asked me how I deal with my near suicide attempts every time they get bad if I don't go to a therapist. I said oh I write novels. And I draw. He said well. August I love that you take care of yourself and I will never forget your name and I hope to read your books one day. All that was going in my mind at that moment was: WHAT IF HE READ THE ALPHA'S CASTLE? WOULD HE STILL SAY THAT- 

The editing process for The Alpha's Castle is over TT It took me soooooo long to do it. And I don't like the extra chapter I previously uploaded here at all so I'll be needing to write a new one. And maybe some new ones, 
          BUT editing that story has got me in my historical feels again so I edited Hyo's story The Son's legacy (it has 5 chapters so far) so now I'm torn between continuing The puppet's Master and that one. NOT LIKE IM WRITING AT ALL TO BE CONTEMPLATING ALL OF THIS!

hey author, how are you? hope you are well. will you continue Guided Hearts story or leave it, since we are still waiting for the update or complete story?

Jinu or Abby? That's the question of the century. 
          
          I have every desire to draw them both TT but my art teacher will probably end me if I go off course. (He's giving me a hard time over a single damn shoe right now.)

Your favorite author (me, obviously. Unless you’re cheating???????????????) is here to say: 
          nothing. Absolutely nothing. Cuz what can ur fav author say when he’s not even writing anything? :D u know what? Go on ahead and cheat. (Dont u dare!) 

As an Iranian outside of Iran, I’m paralyzed with fear right now because we have no contact whatsoever with our friends and family inside Iran. The internet has been shut down, and so are cellphones and even landlines. Don't believe what you hear on the news regarding Iran's government being the innocent side of this. They've been murdering us for 46 years now and the civilian casualties of this war, while unfortunate, are nothing compared to what Iran's gov does all the time. (For reference, 1500 people were murdered in just 3 days a few years back in the green movement.)
          
          Idk I guess I'm saying this to let you know I'm paralyzed and I can't write, or work on the website or even breathe until I know my people are safe. My best friend who is my whole world has not been in touch with me for 3 days now and I'm dying of worry. Which is also why I reply to comments later than I usually would and all that.
          I just want this regime to change and this war to be over but the US is playing games and Israel is not hitting the final nail on the coffin of this gov so we can see just wtf we should do for the future of an internally and externally ruined Iran.
          Just... I hope one day Iran and its people will get to live in real peace and harmony.