author_ellah
I really don’t even know what to say anymore.
When I look at the date of my last update, I honestly start wondering if writing is even meant for me. I keep trying to find reasons for why I disappeared for so long, but the truth is… I was just lazy. Not busy, not going through some dramatic personal situation — just lazy, unmotivated, and tired of my own thoughts.
And I hate admitting that.
I don’t think it’s writer’s block either. It’s worse in a way, because the ideas are still there somewhere in my head… I just don’t want to write them. I’ve always been the kind of person who gets bored of things too quickly, but at the same time, I can never fully let go of the things I once loved.
There were so many times I wanted to delete this entire account and disappear without saying anything. Maybe it would’ve been easier that way. But every single time, I stop myself because of one thought:
What if there’s still someone waiting?
Even if it’s just one person refreshing for an update, one person wanting to see how this story ends… I can’t bring myself to abandon it completely.
So I’m sorry. Truly.
I know apologies don’t make up for months of silence, and I know promises probably sound empty at this point, but please just give me some more time. Even if it takes years, even decades, I still want to finish this story someday.
I don’t want to leave it unfinished.
Love,
Ellah
MistryWorld
@author_ellah Take your time, but don't give up. We'll be waiting for your next update.
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itsmekool1
@author_ellah dw babe it's okay u can write whenever you want just know that u're a good writer ❤️
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