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Was revisiting LOVE AGAIN moment in the chapter when Tristan and Aarna are getting married.
I wish ek Tristan dhoondh leti mere liye par...
Because real life mein maturity aane ke baad Career ke alawa koi bhi pasand nhi aa rha, meri maasi [10 years older than me] ke gen ke ladke to saare gadhe hi lag rhe hai jis hisab she was dating Men and they were proving to be an ass. Like... I thought men after thirty mein to akkal hoti hogi par nahi hai guys. [Ek mein mil gyi hai recently so I think he's capable]
But I'm like inse acha caring, understanding, loving, muscular MAN mein ban sakti hoon.
I so wish I was a lesbian or bisexual or a boy. Kyunki jis rate se mujhe ladkiyan sundar lg rhi hai, I can't with my admiring eyes.
"I know I can treat you better" moment ho rha hai mere saath.
So yeah, I'm not into guys anymore, but I'm straight as fuck and not a lesbian too... to Pata nhi chal pa rha Mera gender kya hai but if anyone asks me what I want in my husband? Please, frontal lobe fully developed.
Can Men these days stop acting like an attention seeking princess, less toxic and baat baat pe muh ki jagah haath chalane wale patriarchal mard banna band kr do?
Kab tak society mein yahi chalta rahega? Boredom ki bhi koi limit hoti hai.
Now don't come and say "Not all men" because they are. Ek logic ki baat bolne par to inki aankhein idhar se udhar ho jaati hai as if Auraton ka dimag sach mein ghutne mein samajh rakha hai.
Okay, I might act, speak and sound like a misandrist right now, because I'm becoming into one and I seriously don't think any harm in it unless and until [my future man] smiles and just smirks when I'm saying shit about men and I know I will be dead for sure.
[Mein to apni baaton mein bhi serious nahi ho pa rhi hoon, relationship to bhul hi jao.]
Thank you.
—Love, Sanjana❤