Hey, I've been low on confidence regarding my writing. The very thing that gives me happiness is writing. Its been a Decade since i started everything. I used to write on my other account. But since i lost it, i tried again.
No one to read, it felt like a dead end, like end if a tunnel. It really made me feel hopeless, that what was i even doing. I wanted to write so mich, but is this the place to, i don't know anything anymore, if i should really write or not.
Though wht makes me happiest is the feeling of Writing. Something sweet, or tragic, soothing or nerve wrecking, something tht feels impossibly sweet, something i can finally make live in my stories.
Life's never been easy, and so i want to live it all thru my stories.
But does my writing has anyone, to even be read, hater or loved?.
I don't know anymore how it feels, to even keep trying. I don't want to end up at nowhere, its been a Decade.
Should i really write or just pass it, i don't know. I'm really struggling with this, and i need your support, i need to hear something, just anything.
Your words means a lot, at time of worst or the best, everytime.
It means everything to me, just like a simple ray of hope.
'Difficult times don't last, difficult ppl do"
I read it somewhere.
And i always looked upto it.
But right now, i feel my hope shattered.
Evaluating my whole life, and every decisions.
I really am wanting to write, i haven't even started.
But standing on the verge of taking this leap, is costing everything, i didn't expected.
