Okay, so yeah.
I've been trying to write. I really have.
After my exams, I took a little solo trip and thought maybe a change of scenery would help. I thought I'd come back refreshed, with ideas flowing again and words finally making sense.
But somehow, I'm still stuck.
I have drafts for both books. I've opened them countless times, tried to continue them, tried to rewrite them, tried to force myself to get back into that world. But every time I read what I've written, it feels wrong. Nothing clicks. Nothing feels like the story I want to tell.
I know it's frustrating. Trust me, it's frustrating for me too.
I hate that even after such a long break, I'm still unable to give you the updates you've been waiting for. I know many of you have been patient for far longer than I ever expected, and I'm incredibly grateful for that.
I don't know when the next update will come. I don't want to make promises I can't keep. Right now, all I can say is that I'm trying.
So if you choose to stay, thank you.
And if you're disappointed, I completely understand that too.
I just hope you'll understand that sometimes the words don't come, no matter how badly you want them to.
Thank you for being here anyway.