authornimnikarose55

"I guess you don't know BTS. Google is your friend. Jokes on you." 
          	I received this comment from a fellow Taekooker yesterday. And I just want to say that it doesn't matter if someone is an Army or doesn't know BTS well, there's no need to shame them for that. If someone doesn't want to be an Army, that's completely their choice. And if someone is "a baby Army" or has been an Army for years but still doesn't know BTS well, it's always best to take things one step at a time because things tend to be overwhelming. ❤️
          	
          	And I know I don't owe anyone an explanation, but I've been an Army and Taekooker since 2013. I only took a 2-year break because, when I discovered BTS, I was a teenager and changed interests a lot. BTS piqued my interest again in 2016 when I heard 'Fire' for the first time. And I've stayed ever since. So, except for being a hardcore believer in Taekook, I'm also an ot7 Army. ❤️
          	
          	But what makes me shake my head is why a Taekooker was actually attacking a Taekooker for such a petty thing? And even if I didn't know BTS well, it's none of their business. I can be an Army for 2 years, 3 years, or a year... it doesn't matter as long as I don't hate any member, right?
          	
          	Well, I just hope that person sorts out whatever is going on in their life if they feel the need to spread negativity. ❤️ My focus is mainly on Taekook. So let's just keep spreading love and positivity and enjoy what we love - Taekook. ❤️
          	
          	By the way, I'm slowly focusing on editing Blood Oath, and a new short story is coming soon.

authornimnikarose55

@tk_authormelody Where? I just meant "see you tomorrow (on IG)" lol. And you shouldn't be proud of that because it's not something to be proud of? *laughing*
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authornimnikarose55

@tk_authormelody And you shouldn't be proud of that
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authornimnikarose55

@tk_authormelody Ok!! See you tomorrow ❤️❤️❤️
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authornimnikarose55

"I guess you don't know BTS. Google is your friend. Jokes on you." 
          I received this comment from a fellow Taekooker yesterday. And I just want to say that it doesn't matter if someone is an Army or doesn't know BTS well, there's no need to shame them for that. If someone doesn't want to be an Army, that's completely their choice. And if someone is "a baby Army" or has been an Army for years but still doesn't know BTS well, it's always best to take things one step at a time because things tend to be overwhelming. ❤️
          
          And I know I don't owe anyone an explanation, but I've been an Army and Taekooker since 2013. I only took a 2-year break because, when I discovered BTS, I was a teenager and changed interests a lot. BTS piqued my interest again in 2016 when I heard 'Fire' for the first time. And I've stayed ever since. So, except for being a hardcore believer in Taekook, I'm also an ot7 Army. ❤️
          
          But what makes me shake my head is why a Taekooker was actually attacking a Taekooker for such a petty thing? And even if I didn't know BTS well, it's none of their business. I can be an Army for 2 years, 3 years, or a year... it doesn't matter as long as I don't hate any member, right?
          
          Well, I just hope that person sorts out whatever is going on in their life if they feel the need to spread negativity. ❤️ My focus is mainly on Taekook. So let's just keep spreading love and positivity and enjoy what we love - Taekook. ❤️
          
          By the way, I'm slowly focusing on editing Blood Oath, and a new short story is coming soon.

authornimnikarose55

@tk_authormelody Where? I just meant "see you tomorrow (on IG)" lol. And you shouldn't be proud of that because it's not something to be proud of? *laughing*
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authornimnikarose55

@tk_authormelody And you shouldn't be proud of that
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authornimnikarose55

@tk_authormelody Ok!! See you tomorrow ❤️❤️❤️
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authornimnikarose55

Project Gemini will be published this Friday - weekend (I hope everything will work properly this time). I'm a bit stuck there, ugh, but a lil spoiler: Kook will get his butt kicked by Jin. Yes, Jin.
          
          The end of the spoiler. Please look forward to the 2nd chapter of Project Gemini. ❤️

authornimnikarose55

Last year, someone told me that my book is just "smut without plot". They were talking about Vendetta, but... hehe, oops, I did it again: https://www.wattpad.com/1500644117-%E2%9C%93-just-one-night-taekook-completed-special-chapter
          
          I'm not sorry, though. 3K words. The reason? I'm not that innocent. And another reason? I watched Jungkook's "I Am Still". The documentary is a wonderful masterpiece, but some (particular) scenes made my mind go wild. And this is the result. 
          
          So Happy Easter! I hope you'll enjoy the special chapter. ❤️

authornimnikarose55

My apologies, but the special chapter of Just One Night will be published tomorrow (Saturday). I still need to write the ending and edit some parts, but I don't feel like doing any of that today (I just don't feel motivated, sigh).
          
          By the way, good news about my mom! She's completing her treatment at the end of this month, and she'll just go to the hospital for checkups every half a year! I'm so happy everything went well. I just hope her hair will grow back soon. ❤️

user25816118

@authornimnikarose55 (laughing) I know you're a girl, the translation made you a boy {°^°};;; joke
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authornimnikarose55

@user25816118 Hahaha, I'm a girl, not a boy. :D Thank you for your words! Yes, I hope so too. ❤️
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user25816118

@authornimnikarose55 Nika, my good boy
            what happy news is what you say. I am so happy with your joy, I hope everything from now on will go better with your mother's health. As for her hair, it will grow fast and strong.
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authornimnikarose55

Hello! I'm really sorry for being inactive this whole time. March was a really rough month when it came to my personal life.
          
          The last week of February, my mom stayed in the hospital. She was discharged later, but now she has to go to the hospital every day for treatment. She goes to chemotherapy and radioactivity (that big mechanism where you lie down and they put you inside - you see it in movies), and recently, as a side effect of the chemotherapy, she lost her hair.
          
          Not going to lie, it hurts me to see her like this. This week, when I asked her how she was doing, she told me about losing hair and sent me 3 photos. It was really heartbreaking to see it. I cried a lot that night because I couldn't shake it out of my head. Honestly, I wish this all was just a dream so I can see my mom healthy again. But unfortunately, it isn't. I'm trying to be positive, but at times, I actually even feel that I'm just being overly positive when it is hard for her to be positive right now.
          
          When it comes to writing, I write a little bit every day - I'm currently working on two chapters, which are Project Gemini and a special chapter of Just One Night. But since Just One Night hit 2K reads on March 4th, I promised on my IG to post the special chapter prioritily. In that case, I decided to post both chapters during the Easter holiday, which is from April 18 to 21.
          
          Just One Night will be posted first (April 18), and then after a day or two, I'll post Project Gemini. After that, I'll focus on The Greatest Match and on editing Blood Oath, too. 
          
          I sincerely apologize for not being a fast writer, though. I'm doing other things to get my mind off of everything, but since I don't want to project my feelings into stories, I write only when I'm in a mood. So that's why it's so slow. 
          
          Anyway, thank you for reading this post, and I hope you all are doing well. It's already April, which means Taekook, Minimoni, and Yoongi will be back soon! Can't wait to see all of them together again!! ❤️

authornimnikarose55

@nirzaara Agree, it's really the worst. I'm sorry that you had to witness it, too. :( I hope so, too. I'd really like to see her healthy again. ❤️ Thank you. Sure, I'll definitely message you. ❤️❤️❤️
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authornimnikarose55

@user25816118 Yes, I hope so, too. I really hope and wish she'll be back to her usual healthy self soon. ❤️ Yes, I have people by my side and a close family member too. Thank you for your words. Good morning/afternoon/night to you, too. ❤️❤️❤️
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nirzaara

@authornimnikarose55 I'm so sorry about your mom ಥ⁠_⁠ಥ cancer is the worst. I know cuz I've witnessed it. I hope she recovers soon. Please take care of yourself too. If you need to talk I'm here. Hugs and love. 
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authornimnikarose55

Happy Taekook Day!! ❤️❤️

authornimnikarose55

@user25816118 Thank you. ❤️ Sorry for the late reply, I wasn't active yesterday after I posted (and my notifications are not working, ugh). I'm doing so-so (not good, not bad, just so-so), and my mom is doing good when it comes to the treatment, but not good emotionally. :(
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user25816118

@authornimnikarose55  Happy Taekook Day. Nika my little girl, how are you? Your mother? 
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authornimnikarose55

Hi, everyone. I'm sorry for not being very active here and uploading Blood Oath and other stories. Honestly, I promised myself that I would write more this year, but sadly, I'm not doing so, so far. One reason is that I don't feel motivated to write at the moment (although I have ideas in my mind), and another is things in my personal life...
          
          At the end of January, my mom was hospitalized because of some health issues. She underwent surgery at the beginning of this month (February), but at the same time when she let me know she was hospitalized, she told me that she has cancer. Today I found out that she went to oncology to heal but I'm really worried about her because I don't know if she'll make it.
          
          So I want to apologize in advance that I'll be inactive for some more time. I'll come back and upload at the end of March/the beginning of April, but now, I am, unfortunately, not really able to write anything. I sincerely apologize to everyone who is waiting for the next chapters of my stories. 
          
          I hope you all are doing well. Thank you for understanding, and I'm really sorry again. ❤️

Winniebear44

@authornimnikarose55  there is no need to apologise. your mum is more important and I hope she is doing better .Take the time you need as you need that strength for you and your mum .Take care 
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user25816118

@authornimnikarose55  Little Nika, there are no words to say to ease your pain and sadness, right now. But because I am already a mom and have two wonderful sons, just as you are a wonderful daughter, I will tell you two things. It's trite, but everything is in life and everything happens for a reason, whether unpleasant or pleasant. Your mom is currently experiencing a difficult situation and the whole family is close to her. But cancer is a disease that feeds on heartache and sadness. Calmness in front of her, and encouragement without a sign of sadness will be an additional medicine for her. I know that you know all this better than I do, you are my child, educated, cultured and certainly smarter than me. Because everyone in our family environment has lived it and lived it again, history has shown me that when the patient is treated as if he is going through a difficult illness, yes, but manageable, everything goes for the better. It requires patience, strength and courage. Whichever God you believe in is great, the trial will make you all stronger and I definitely believe your mom will be fine. A big apology if I said things too much. I wish the best. You don't need to inform about us but maybe to escape a little. 
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authornimnikarose55

Happy New Year to everyone! I wish you a year full of joy and unforgettable moments! May the year 2025 bring you health, happiness, and success in all you do! ❤️
          
          First of all, I want to apologize for not being very active. Before Christmas, I posted about being free and wanting to write a special chapter (deleted it later), but it turned out that I wasn't really that free and occupied with some stuff in real life. Now, during Christmas, when I actually have time to update/edit, I'm being lazier than I expected, lol. But of course, I'll try to overcome this laziness and update soon (basically in the new year).
          
          Honestly, this year (2024) wasn't the best for me. I went through some stuff, online and even offline (in real life), and that's why there was a lack of updates from time to time. In the new year, I want to try updating more, though. I have some stories in my draft that I want to bring back, some new ones, and also those that are ongoing. Hopefully, I'll have more free time the next year than I had this year.
          
          In fact, one story which I once published will be back soon.
          
          Also, next year, we're having Taekook's and Minimoni's comeback, so BTS will be reunited soon! I can't wait already! ❤️
          
          Anyway, I hope you'll have a good last day of the year. Do you have any wishes for the new year? I don't usually do this, but I'd really love to travel because I haven't been anywhere for a long time - hopefully during the summer or early autumn.