authorruna
PART II:
And I think that's what hurts the most. I've been trying. For months, I've been trying to understand, accept, heal, and somehow keep living normally while carrying all of this inside me. But I'm human too. I have feelings. I get tired. And I'm tired now.
I don't think I have much love left inside my heart now. Not because I stopped loving him, but because so much of what I had was poured into someone, into us, and into the life I imagined.
And I don't want to write while my heart is empty now.
So I'm putting my stories down. I cannot bring myself to write about love, or stories when I'm a loser in them. All the pride I carried was poured into writing, but now nothing is left.
To everyone who has read my stories, waited for updates, loved my characters, and stayed with me through everything: a big thank you. You have no idea how much your love for my words has meant to me.
Always remind yourself that: RAGHAV though was a fictional character but the qualities he had was from a real human. It's just that, raghav was privileged enough to have generational wealth, but in reality men have to work hard to achieve everything.
I really neevr wanted to take this decision. But, if someday I fall in love, if someday I feel love again, if someday I experience something good, or someday I'll be mentally at a safe space, then I may give writing a chance.
For now, I think that's all I have left to say.
Take care of yourselves. And please don't wait for me.
And, thank you so much who slid into my DMs to check up on me. Please no hate on him. He's a good man. He's my number 1 fan when I had no readers.
Thank you all for everything. Keep smiling in life. And live your life for yourself.
Signing off,
RunA.
JinnatGharwal01
@authorruna I see you like an elder sister, seriously. I don’t even know how or when I started feeling this bond, but it’s true. Your writing makes me feel like there’s so much I can learn from you and from your stories. If you want to take a break or do whatever you need to do, it’s completely okay. Nothing is more important than your health and your own path. You already understand your situation, just like you said. So please, try to slowly pull yourself out of your grief. Go out. Talk to new people. Let life happen around you again. I know it’s hard. And please don’t be too hard on yourself. Whatever you’re feeling is valid. Sometimes all we can say is, maybe it simply wasn’t meant for us in the way we wanted it to be. Maybe it wasn’t in our destiny. I’ve had to accept that too. Seriously, bro, I’m not even good with words. 😭 But I’m always here, and you can contact me whenever you want. You know, I read a few chapters yesterday and somehow I ended up going through 8–9 chapters straight. I don’t even know how I remembered so much. It’s just so easy and nostalgic to go through those pages again. Those memories of this story are going to stay alive in my heart forever. Thank you for writing something this beautiful that made me fall in love with Raghav so badly. 😭 You are genuinely such an inspiring person in someone’s eyes. Remember that. Millions of people have read your stories, so I hope you can see your potential too. Please don’t lose sight of it. I just hope you feel better soon. Take care of yourself, okay? Lots of love, Author. You deserve everything. <3333 🌷🧿🫂💝🌸🎀
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Madhuuurrr
@authorruna Take care <3 !! And I hope you heal and Ik you will become much more strong person emotionally ...Your heart is not empty please don't say like that. As you said, You are tired of things happening around in your life. Take care and take the much needed rest ! You are such a beautiful soul hun and please take care of yourself ...when things get too hard i just say " thora sa aur bas thora sa aur ...thakurji sab ache ke liye hi kar rhe hai aur aage bhi karenge ...he is doing best for me in my life ..I am just not able to understand now "... I read book not wattpad ones but a hard copy of book which is kind of self help book on health and body ...just 1 chapter at night and i feel calm ...I do this as you know i also have my battles to fight and at the end of day I am too tired and reading 1 chapter calms me down and my nerves a bit. I hope it helps you !!
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