Hi to anyone who might read this,
I know I’ve been… quiet. Really quiet. For months. I stppped writing. Unpublished most of my works and disappeared again. Idk how long ago it was, maybe even half a year?
Life got heavy, my thoughts got louder, and I needed time to just… be with them without trying to make sense of it or even fix anything.
I was very lost. And in the process I found my way back to writing. So I wrote a book.
It’s called—I Want to Kick the Chair but I Can’t.
It’s not a story with a plot or a hero. It’s not advice. It’s just me, and my thoughts—raw, honest, sometimes scary, sometimes quiet. The things I can’t say out loud, the things that linger in the space between pain and survival.
I’m sharing it here on Wattpad because I want it to reach anyone who feels alone in their own mind, anyone who has carried a weight they can’t name. Maybe you’ll see pieces of yourself in it. Maybe you won’t.
That’s okay.
I'll post it bit by bit, and I hope whoever finds it reads it with care—for yourself, for your own thoughts, for your own quiet moments.
Thank you for sticking around, even in the silence.
—Saddria
