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          	Chapterrrr isss hereeeeee!!! Make sure to vote and comment!
          	
          	And make sure to read it because last mein ek bahot important note hai.
          	
          	Byeeeee
          	Love y'all 
          	Taeilyaa❤️

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So, pumpkins chapter will be up tomorrow, and don't forget to read it because it's very important. Full of love and longing!!
          
          Don't forget to vote, okay?
          
          And there's a note in it too... Hope you guys will understand. 
          
          Dhanyawad aapka!
          
          With love,
          Taeilyaa ❤️

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Chapter will be out soon! I didn't get any time to write the chapter aur ghar pe kalesh na ho aisa ho sakta hai kya?? Upar se chatt puja bhi aa raha hai so extra taiyaari hogi. 
          
          Aur bohot saari baati batani hai. I'm very exhausted with this family.. I just wanna run away. But i can't. 
          
          Now bye-bye,
          Take care!
          
          With love,
          Taeilyaa ❤️
          
          
          

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Aaj phir pta chal gaya ki betrayal always comes from the closest one :3 I feel nothing. Nothing at this point. Let them do whatever they want, god is watching everything. 
          
          Thank you pumpkins for being with me.
          I'm always grateful for you.

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Hey pumpkins,
          
          I just wanted to rant so much.
          I don't know what's happening to me... but I feel like I can't do anything. Whatever I try to do, I'm failing. It's so frustrating. 
          I've only four months left and I'm scared. Literally terrified. 
          
          I've no idea what's wrong with me, when I'm going to write the chapter—my mind gets blank like I don't know anything. And trust me, I'm so excited to write the chapters but these days, i feel so demotivated. 
          
          Another day wasted completely.
          
          No matter how hard I try, everything fails out of nowhere. Writing was like a calming pill for me but now, I think I can't even focus properly on it. 
          
          I'm not QUITTING.
          Chapter is ready.. but it's just me who isn't ready. 
          
          Kabhi kabhi lagta hai bojh ban gaye hain iss dharti par. Prithvi bhi pata nahi kya soch rahi hongi.. I feel like just giving up but a part of something inside, keeps me on track and always forces me to work, to chase, to practice whatever I've dreamt of. 
          
          Only thing I'm proud of myself like I've noticed a lot that is: I never give up. I try, I fail but I don't give up.
          
          This time, I'm so burnout.
          Don't know how to cope up with this issue.
          
          I am writing this because I think sharing this with all of you will make me feel at ease. So yeah! Just speaking my heart to y'all.
          
          I know.. ye samay bhi chala jayega. Durga Maiya hain na meri vo humesa rehengi. 
          
          Thank you,
          Take care of yourself and your loved ones!
          
          With all my love,
          Taeilyaa ❤️
          
          
          
          

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Complete the vote target to get the update! Also from now on, I'm gonna edit the UL chapters because it has so many mistakes. 
          Jaldi jaldi karke ye wala kaam khatam hoga for sure.. kyu ki I feel embarrassed after reading them. *Inserting crying emojis*
          
          Chalo, bye-bye 
          Good night!
          
          Love y'all 
          
          Your pyaari (pagal author)
          Taeilyaaaa