authorwhowatches

ya'll i think it's safe to say that i'll be updating randomly.. like you guys wont even expect me and i'll throw a new chapter in yo face..
          	hehe
          	
          	genuinely though, i started this acc back in 2021 when i had nothing to do, it's been 4 years since then, i've grown a lot as a person- transitioning from a kid to a teen and now i'm in my final year of high school. 
          	
          	It's crazy honestly, i started writing on wattpad when i was just starting high school and i still find myself back here.
          	Reading my old work feels really....weird and honestly i forgot almost most of the lore of the novels i wrote about. Sure i do catch up on TCF from time to time...
          	But it's just not like before anymore- nowadays i'm so caught up in school, tutions, ECAs; kpop is the only thing i really stay on track with since its well music.. and the occasional K-drama, though it's mostly through reels, haven't binged anything in the last 6-8 months.
          	So yeah that's i guess one of the core reasons as to why i almost dont update at all.
          	It really isn't just writer's block or something- i'm just genuinely not free enough to write...
          	
          	This was by no means a rant or apology or anything of that sort. This was just an update about me, how my life is rn. Nobody will probably read this but even if 1 of you guys do, this is for you; i really appreciate that my work is still being read even after so long and that people regularly tune in in spite of my constant absence.
          	
          	P.S- why do i always post these 2 weeks before my exams??
          	
          	Author Out!____

authorwhowatches

ya'll i think it's safe to say that i'll be updating randomly.. like you guys wont even expect me and i'll throw a new chapter in yo face..
          hehe
          
          genuinely though, i started this acc back in 2021 when i had nothing to do, it's been 4 years since then, i've grown a lot as a person- transitioning from a kid to a teen and now i'm in my final year of high school. 
          
          It's crazy honestly, i started writing on wattpad when i was just starting high school and i still find myself back here.
          Reading my old work feels really....weird and honestly i forgot almost most of the lore of the novels i wrote about. Sure i do catch up on TCF from time to time...
          But it's just not like before anymore- nowadays i'm so caught up in school, tutions, ECAs; kpop is the only thing i really stay on track with since its well music.. and the occasional K-drama, though it's mostly through reels, haven't binged anything in the last 6-8 months.
          So yeah that's i guess one of the core reasons as to why i almost dont update at all.
          It really isn't just writer's block or something- i'm just genuinely not free enough to write...
          
          This was by no means a rant or apology or anything of that sort. This was just an update about me, how my life is rn. Nobody will probably read this but even if 1 of you guys do, this is for you; i really appreciate that my work is still being read even after so long and that people regularly tune in in spite of my constant absence.
          
          P.S- why do i always post these 2 weeks before my exams??
          
          Author Out!____

authorwhowatches

guess who's backkkkk
          
          im sorry for leaving ya'll
          pls dont kill me

authorwhowatches

@_gamingplay i am...although with MONTHS of intervals....senior year is tough man
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_gamingplay

@ authorwhowatches  And what about now? Are you still updating?
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authorwhowatches

Woah...its been a long time ......
          
          How y'all been? I dont read wattpad that much anymore sadly...i read on Ao3. 
          
          And i have become a kpop stan now...crazy how i went from mahnwa to korean webnovels to k dramas to animes to now kpop
          
          Soo i guess that is a part of growing up...ill still check up on this acc from time to time dont worry....
          
          Welp! Thanks a LOT for those who read my books and gave them so many reads. I hope you all arent angry with me heheee
          
          Anyways it was nice to post on here again!
          
          Byeeee ;)

authorwhowatches

Hey.....everyone.
          
          Do you guys have ever been in a situation where you have everything you could ever want in life and your parents give you whatever you need but still feel like they don't love you anymore and feel depressed.
          
          My parents have a up-down relationship and normally I am fine with I mean I got used to it but for the past week I feel like bursting into tears occasionally. It feels really lonely in a huge apartment with no Idea where your parents are and just laying down, watching TV and eating. 
          
          I just don't know.... usually I am fine withy parents leaving me alone and being alone is like a dream come true. But now it just feels miserable staying home alone only staring at your TV screen for continuous hours. 
          
          Everyone I ask to go out they go sometimes but otherwise it's just me sitting in my house alone . At first my father went distant but now even my mother has become distant. 
          
          It feels ..... Lonely