@authorxrizz
Originally, my female lead was supposed to be impulsive, mischievous, childish, and completely unpredictable. She was meant to be the biggest plot twist of the story, someone who would turn every situation upside down with her unexpected decisions. She was never supposed to quietly accept whatever life threw at her.
In other words, my protagonist has gradually become a reflection of who I am today rather than the character I originally created.
And there's a reason the female lead has become so understanding in every situation. I've calmed myself down to accept everything, whether it's good or bad, and somewhere along the way, that started reflecting in her character. She was never supposed to be this understanding. She was meant to be freaky, childish, unpredictable—the very plot twist of the story. But because of the state of my mind, her character arc has been bruised. Instead of reacting the way she was meant to, she has started accepting every high and low with quiet understanding, as if she has no other choice. It's sad, actually.
When I started this story, I knew it was going to be a big hit because I had so much planned in my mind. But due to constant demotivation, I completely lost myself along the journey, and now I don't even know what to do with the story anymore. My last story was a success because I stayed motivated throughout and had a supportive, vocal audience. I'm not blaming anyone here, but I think that's one of the reasons I haven't been able to meet my own expectations. I don't even know if I'm still interested in this story anymore. Nowadays, I can't even write a single line, let alone a whole chapter.
When I started this story, I knew it was going to be a big hit because I had so much planned in my mind. But due to constant demotivation, I completely lost myself along the journey, and now I don't even know what to do with the story anymore. My last story was a success because I stayed motivated throughout and had a supportive, vocal audience. I'm not blaming anyone here, but I think that's one of the reasons I haven't been able to meet my own expectations. I don't even know if I'm still interested in this story anymore. Nowadays, I can't even write a single line, let alone a whole chapter.
As I'm attending college regularly now, I'll try to give short updates whenever I can. Honestly, I have no idea where the story is heading at this point—the flow has already been broken. I'm trying my best to get back on track. Hopefully, I'll be able to update today.
When is the next update?
Check out the next update ❤️
Shifting rooms, so I've been busy. I'll try to post the update today or tomorrow.
@authorxrizz no problem take your time
Ok will be waiting, take your time
Check out the next update
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