don't remember my old username before i changed it a million times... honeybun? i think? headshrooms? HEADSHROOMS! THATS IT! ok anyway! i'm not in the mcr fandom unfortunately, at least not the way i used to be, and in fact i was never even a frerard shipper but instead a very bored lesbian in covid quarantine who had a hyperfixation on writing & mcr at the same time. so i decided to write mcr fics. lol

i deleted all my fics for a few years because their existence truly does pain me, i wish this app were like ao3 where we could orphan works so it isn't attached to me! but i've decided to reupload some of them for anyone who is interested. but lord, they are terrible, so don't expect much. these kill me.

if anyone wanted an update on how i'm doing, i have new interests and hyperfixations and i have continued to write fanfics in my new fandoms on different platforms. i think i have improved at writing a lot and finally found myself. i was 14 when i wrote these mcr fics and i'm 20 now - i've began accepting that i'm a lesbian and writing exclusively about women and female relationships, i write for myself and not others, with many of my current fics very self indulgent and tailored to myself. i don't hide behind baggy black clothes and a big scene fringe anymore and accepted being a femme lesbian and i am much more comfortable with my femininity now, though my emo days are now looked back on fondly as part of my lore lmao. one thing though, my mental health is still just as shit as always, but i've come a long way now 😓🙏

i don't want to disclose which fandoms i currently write for and where, i'd like to remain hidden. but i found myself getting back into old video games i used to love and now writing for many video game characters! <3 

anyway, goodbye!!! i never want to open this app again!!! wattpad has gone to total shit omg what is up with all these ads????