Autumn Raine

@autumn_raine18 grief is a journey that takes time and isn’t linear. I lost my partner of 20 years this past Spring and the emptiness is staggering at times.

@ autumn_raine18  it's unreal how someone who writes and makes people's happiness can be experiencing this level of pain. No words will be enough but still, maybe it's time for your readers to be the authors. I've known you since I was sixteen, not personally, just through your books. I'm not from the same continent, culture, faith, and yet I couldn't help but feel my heart totally break for you. I haven't known loss personally, but there's a verse on it in the Qur'an that says god doesn't burden a soul beyond that it can bear. The fact that your speaking now is proof that you can do bear the pain. How wonderful to be so loved. I'm sure your husband, rest his soul, is honoured to be remembered and cherished this way ❤️

I pray that you find some peace and strength to come out of your isolation. Sending you some of my strength and ❤️

@autumn_raine18 I completely understand that feeling and I apologize if my curiosity offended you in any way. I’m sorry for your loss, grief can be a lot on anyone and I hope that you find peace. Again I’m sorry to have drudged up such painful memories for you, that was never the intent and I’ll keep you in my prayers as you heal through this.

@EvaJenner99 @MochiChipzz  It honestly feels wrong to even reply, I don't know why, except that it feels like I shouldn't be here anymore because Ray died, my husband,  my best friend, my everything. I had already paid to get covers created for several books before Ray died and I thought I should try to finish the covers for the series I'd already paid to do. So tonight I purchased an image from a male model perfect for the character in a book that series. But it has made me so ill just contacting the model and purchasing his image, that I just can't continue evem to do the things I had paid for before Ray died. I don't mind getting messages, I used to love it, but I can't reply, becoming it's just too painful and like a nightmare to have to say that the reason my stories/books aren't available anymore and aren't on amazon, and the reason I deleted everything from my Facebook and Instagram pages is because Ray, my young, fit, actuve, healthy, husband died suddenly of a cardiac arrest. I do continue to read comments, so thank you for yours. But hopefully this will stop any need for others to ask why I and my stories have disappeared. 

@autumn_raine18  Oh dear of course you shouldn’t just accept and deal with your hard work being stolen so easily . 
            Your time and effort for the past years are appreciated and trust me didn’t go unnoticed. 
            Professional is not about how much you made/make , it’s about the quality and skills you deliver in whatever you do . And yours didn’t disappoint. 
            Also I don’t know how it works with financial terms inside this platform So I can’t comment on that . I thought that paid stories is an option for the Writer to use and not something earned ? I might be wrong . 
            And I’m sorry if my comment offended you , It was not my intention at all . At the end you are the writer and it’s your own choice to do whatever you want . 
            I’m so sorry for your loss, They say that times will help with moving forward but I always tell my mom that it’s a lie . 
            You should be grieving in any way you see it suits you and I can’t imagine what you are going through. I hope that you doing better and again I apologize if I offended you in any kind of way .