autumns_amber

I Just got to know this book i completed all chapters in one day and now waiting for the next chapter 
          	Loving the story 
          	https://www.wattpad.com/story/388717537

AngelDiabrill

Hello, autumns_amber, thank you for adding my novel "My Most Tragic Villainess" into your reading list! (⁠✯⁠ᴗ⁠✯⁠)

AngelDiabrill

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Balas

softmochitales

Hi this is softmochitales. Thankyou so much dear for reading my story, I mean it from the bottom of my heart, for giving a small writer, who is new, a chance to prove myself. You comments inspire me to improve myself more.I look forward to your honest opinions and comments♡. 

autumns_amber

I just want to share something as i don't have someone to talk i am writing my feelings here
          I badly want to cry I just can't help my mother always blame me for everything happening around if i refuse to do some work she will scold this that you will become burden nothing else why are you even born and if here two loving daughters refuses it's okay because she can tell me nahhh i am always blamed but can't even cry she will think i am creating a drama bcz i don't want to listen
          My parents always say die marte kyu nhi ho i can't say it on their face but was i giving options?did i ask to born to live in this hell?it is because they had sex because they wanted they could have just aborted me you know the funny part they were thinking of it but didn't because they thought my older sister will be left alone so i was born i never had the attention of them it is always voh badi hai nahh isliye hum usey Jayda pyaar karte hai vo chotti hai nahh toh mai kaha hoon sadly nowhere i am a ghost but when they want me to some work i am visible 
          
          
          Sorry if i yapped too much just want to vent these emotions out

autumns_amber

@autumns_amber thank you i genuinely mean it 
Balas

yueling9268

@autumns_amber Hi dear,
            I’m really sorry you’re going through all of this. It’s deeply painful to feel unseen and compared, and it’s understandable that it’s hurting you so much. But please remember: the way others treat you does not define your worth. You are not invisible, you are precious and irreplaceable.
            
            Sometimes people closest to us don’t realise how much their words or silences cut. That doesn’t mean you deserve it or that you’re less. It means they’re human and flawed — and you still deserve kindness, respect and love.
            
            If your thoughts ever feel too heavy, please don’t hold them in alone. Reach out to someone you trust or, if you can, You are not a burden. You matter. You are loved, even in moments you can’t feel it. 
            
Balas

autumns_amber

@autumns_amber on my first period my mother didn't even explain me anything when i got a day off she said itna bhi dard nhi ho rha hai and after long time when we sitting together talking my sister said mummy toh mujhe baar mujhe puch rhi thi dard ho rha hai kya thik gai hai kya my sister said she replied annoyingly that kuch nhi ho rha and i was not even asked voh alag hai mai alag whay she can't understand and infront relatives she is like mai toh teeno ko ek jaise hi pyaar karti hoon
            At one time in some relatives house my cousin kya meri mother teeno koi ek jaise pyaar karti hai tujhe lagta nhi ki tujhe kam karti hai in dono se kyuki ek badi hai ek choti everyone was sitting there i replied yes i felt that so my mother said that tune toh sabke samne aisa bol diya mai kab tujhe pyaar nhi karti after we went back to our house
            Why can't it is about comparison i don't get what they if i am being selfish then i am
Balas