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COME BACK TO WATTPAD PLS

fantasia if you're reading this i needa tell you something. i know you hate my guts, im toxic as shit and i know, im trying to change and i feel like i've made some improvement.  but i just wanted to tell you that i do love you and i know that you could be struggling right now, i want you to remain safe and dont let any thoughts eat you up. i wish i could tell you how much i actually care for you and how i want to tell you so much stuff about whats happened because you were always the person i'd go to if i found something funny, or if something sad happened you'd always be the first one i'd tell. it's sad that i lost you but i guess i'll just have to get used to it, even though i miss you so f wording much. just stay safe and i hope that you are doing well, remember to keep ur head high because for the 1000th time, i care abt you a lot!! okay goodbye

i cant believe how pathetic i am

im literallly gonan fuicking kill myself om fmy fucking gid icant do this anymore its unbelievable how much anger and frustartion and sadness im holding in even when i cry and cry it isnt enough to let it all oit i feel horrible inside and nkbody gives a fuck im being detroyed on the inside@ i i cant live like this any longer i cant keep this up for any logner

a close friend of mine has recently disappeared from all social media. a week prior, she was added to a groupchat and was told to kill herself and was harassed. also, a girl who owns a memorial account even made an account just to bully her. nicole (my friend) hasn't been online for two weeks. im saying this just because im so fucking worried. nicole, you don't even have wattpad, but i love you and i hope you're safe and okay. i love you.

i love ava, suvi, addie, caleb, cammy, and rea so much! they are the most supportive people i have ever met and i wanna kith them all!!!!!

i miss sol. :(

it's april 20th. on this day 21 years ago, we lost 13 innocent lives. rest in peace rachel scott, daniel rohrbough, dave sanders, kyle velasquez, steven curnow, cassie bernall, isaiah shoels, matthew ketcher, lauren townsend, john tomlin, kelly fleming, daniel mauser, & corey depooter. i hope that eric and dylan are also in peace now. forever, we remember <3

"i hate to get up in the morning and then fall asleep again knowing that tomorrow will be like today."
          //vladislav roslaykov

you seem really sweet.
          loving ur vibe