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Hi, hey...can I just...rant?
Idk what to do when my parents tell me my 1d and larrie "obsession" is stupid and that I'm overthinking everything and it hurts, you know?
I have been able to write, make videos, and entertain people with 1d over this pass year and for me to be told all of this is stupid makes me feel like I have not done anything successful (maybe not the right word choice) and that they wouldn't be proud if they somehow found out.
And then it's not an obsession and for them to think that also really fucking hurts. 1d has saved me from a really bad state I was in. I am not much better than I was, but I am trying to be and 1d has been helping me so that is why I hate when it is called an obsession of sorts. Cause it's simply not.
Anyway, my parents are my best friends and I can tell them anything and I do love them but not everything is always peachy. Sorry for the sad ass rant and everything I think I'll be good overtime and even ranting about this is most likely stupid as fuck so...yeah.