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Hello! 
          
          So I never get the chance to say this because I'm not good dealing with this (not that it's serious-- it's not, trust me.) in fact it's good news! I'm back to writing! 
          
          HOWEVER, I'm writing on another account. For one, because I don't have the muse to write JUST BLACKPINK fics that are not well thought. Ironic though, I'm writing a BLACKVELVET fic but I have a huge burst of muse for it more than I used to have muses for all my fics here. I let myself down during the past processes, and it's just excruciating for my mental health. (talk about being a self-deprecative perfectionist, right?)  
          
          Even though I gave minimum content of BP, at least I made people enjoy what I write. Which I'm surprised about because I never appreciate my own writing. Not clowning, until now I don't HAHA?!  
          
          The second reason is that I wanted a fresh start. I want an account where I can fully restart everything without that heavy feeling inside you like you need to delete something because it feels horrible to look at it. Yes, I had those tendencies. As time went by, I learned to love them. 
          
          I hate leaving unfinished works but I also hate releasing content that doesn't give me the spark to push through, you know? Hence, my new account is a better place for me now. 
          
          I'm archiving this account, so that at least everyone gets a chance to see where I actually started. I hope you understand what I mean. I love you guys and thank you for your support in this account. 
          
          If you want to keep supporting me (which I'd be happy to if you do), I'll be in this account under a new pseudonym: @wrightvelvet 
          
          'til then, toodles! 
          
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Can't believe I feel so low in writing a fic at the moment. or writing in general, and it's been months now since I've updated some of my works. I apologize for ghosting, I can't seem to gain that motivation back in working on the fics. 
          
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// AWKWARD SLIPS
          
          HI. I might actually come back thanks to COVID.
          
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Might delay a comeback. Real life is chasing after me a lot lol, I miss you guys.
          
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Should i come back?
          
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I have an update about my life: horrible. But I slowly relish the work state I'm in after discovering a new purpose of my passion thanks to some peeps. 
          
          Don't worry, I'm okay here. I'll do my best to get back to writing and updating. . . Probably after 4 months? Kidding. 
          
          But that's the given month for me to be more active again in case y'all are gonna look for me. 
          
          I'm fucking graduating soon, so I gotta keep up with my acads and my life. 
          
          I love you all, thank you for understanding and all your love. 
          
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Gonna give ya'll some pure jenlisa moments in Jarred Blooms before we go back to hurting. Are you ready?
          
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Dear lord it's 1 AM and I noticed a hole in the latest update. . .
          
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Two updates in a row but that's because we're at the climax now. wieewooo
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/799049145-jarred-blooms-k-jn-p-cy-l-mn-%EC%97%B4%EB%8B%A4%EC%84%AF-hazardous-night
          
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MICHA FINALLY REVIVED JARRED BLOOMS? THAT'S SURPRISING. 
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/774140881-jarred-blooms-k-jn-p-cy-l-mn-%EC%97%B4%EB%84%B7-no-time
          
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