I've always thought of growing pro one day.... Believing since my parents aren't so supportive of me taking writing I could try by myself.  I've spent my lives reading quite literally a thousand books or more. It was my way of escape... My way of thinking about anything other than this shitty life. My friends were supportive but the constant fear of not being good enough stopped me from trying out something that could possibly change my life forever... But I'm happy now... Well almost, I'm on the road to finding myself and hopefully proving to my family that I can do better.