So I've done the most stupidest thing I could ever do tonight! My life is over and I'm just an empty shell and I deserve to be alone. Stress from the army and trying to make the people I love most happy is now my downfall! I walk in shame now as I go through the motions yet again, falling deeper in the darkness dwelling inside me. She won't be forgotten ( and her number not blocked), but the one that should is I!