うまる

i want a gf >:(((((

im a fucking mess

i just want a fucking girlfriend to cuddle with honestly ://

that shit is sad LMAOBXBXJABAHSH,, icb i have both mommy and daddy issues HAVSHSVSHSHSHSHHSHSHSHSHSHSH

im so fed up with my parents,, im like in between them and i hate that feeling so much,, like idk the need to keep them tgt or sumn??? i havent done it since i was a child but i did do it,, trying to keep them tgt 
          
          and now i try to keep them away from each other bc i cannot stand that fucking feeling again,, that tension from having both of my parents close to each other,, its the worst feeling ever

having a broken family hurts man,, i cannot choose between them,, idk if its normal but i always felt pressured bc of them,, my dad makes me feel like im the only reason why hes alive and i feel like if im away from him for so long hes gonna end up d wording and its a whole lot of pressure for me,, ive felt this ever since i was a child,, and idk i feel like i owe him something
          
          with my mom, i feel like i need to be living with her too bc shes been away for so long and i feel like i need to make up for the time that we lost,, and i feel like owe her sumn too
          
          

i have no fucking idea what to do

fuck my thoughts i think too much

dreams, be good to me.

i feel so fucking empty