[semi inactive/rare logins]
I wanted to delete this, there are so many conflicting feelings and a long history of this account. For me, you all have endured the stupid and pathetic Glitter, a naive child in need of spoiling and having a Mary Sue rp persona just bc life was shit. I was suicidal, depressed, and needed so much support. 

I was Glitter, Misty, SAK, Twilight. So many names, trying to run away from the real world. And yet, so many strangers stood up for me, listened to my rants, cracked jokes to make me smile, and let me have my way when I was being unreasonable. All of you, nameless users on the web, touched my soul and reversed my original choice to die. A lot of you have gone and left Wattpad for your own personal lives but if you somehow see this, I thank you so much from the bottom of my heart. I owe so many people for their kindness, and it's something I keep close to my heart. Thank you. Thank you to everyone that pointed out my flaws and helped me become a better person. Words cannot express my gratitude.  Thank you for being there when I needed it the most.  I've made plenty of mistakes, I've suffered, I've hurt others and maybe even you, reader, and I'm sorry. I reflect on myself a lot and there's so many things I wished I could have done better. If I ever hurt you, I'm sorry. If you're someone that knew me in my dark years and helped me get back on my feet, again, thank you so much.

So I leave this account as it is, a final message to thank those online strangers that became my friends, and a milestone for me. Those years may have hurt, I may have bled and cried every day, but in the end I've learned to accept it because the me today doesn't exist without the hurt and lost child years ago. I don't think I could ever forgive the people that hurt me, but I'm sure their POV was much different than mine. Who knows? But again, thank you to all those online friends that helped shine light in my world. <3 Love you all, wherever you are in the world.