'you know that feeling
when you are just waiting 
waiting to get home, into you're bedroom
close the door, fall onto bed
and just let everything you kept in all day out
the feeling of both relief and desperation
nothing is wrong
but nothing is right either
and your tired
tired of everything, tired of nothing
and you just want someone to be there
and tell you everything is going to be okay
but no one is going to be there
and you know you have to be strong
for yourself because no one can fix you
but you are tired of waiting
tired of having to be the one to fix yourself and everyone else
tired of being strong
and for once you just want it to be easy
to be simple. to be helped. to be saved.
but you know you won't be
but you are still hoping
and you are still wishing
and you are still staying strong and fighting
with tears in your eyes
you are fighting'