Sometimes i log back in on here just to poke around. here's some updates for anyone still left because it's 2am and I'm feeling sentimental lmao
Back when i uninstalled wattpad i was 17 about to turn 18, still in high school, and not having the greatest time if you couldn't tell by all my annoying ass vagueposting
Had broken up that year with my long distance boyfriend of like... however many years, because i couldn't deal with an LDR anymore. Even being the one to end things it took me forever to fully get over it
Didn't really have many friends offline, other than my one best friend who I didn't get to see that often.
Obviously a lot's changed since then. I'm 22 now, I started college as a film major/pop culture minor, joined a student org, became the VP of that org, worked a few jobs. All places where I met a bunch of people.
As someone who used to be so lonely all the time, being known for knowing everyone is kinda crazy. I work at a Taco Bell now where one of my coworkers is always telling me I need to move, and another one said she should take a shot every time I know somebody.
I've been dating my partner for 10 months as of next Wednesday. Aside from them I'd only been genuinely attracted to one other person as an adult but that's a whole different story I won't get into. My partner makes me so happy. They're a music ed student, they make me want to work through my complicated relationship with music because watching how much they love music makes me so happy.
My best friend and her partner (also one of my best friends) graduated last year, they're both nurses now. I'm really proud of them, but I miss them a lot. I see them every few months, I travel now a lot more than I used to, on Greyhounds and Amtraks like I always wanted to when I was younger.
I am exactly where I wanted to be a few years ago. It's not perfect by any means, but realizing I'm exactly who I wanted to be has been so special. It gets better.
That's all. Have a good night. :)
