the donut gremlin

i regret to inform you that i am dead. i'm writing this from the fields of asphodel. come visit. please. it's so boring.
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          APRIL FOOLS HAHA (no one fell for that)

new pfp lol

https://youtube.com/shorts/icDsCo0fGJc?si=SpQAjDlr2jlZertJ

i might change my pfp to this picture of me wearing my friends hat, you can't see my face just my hands and my hair

i think my friend is genuinely worsening my mental health but it's not her fault, she just thinks that i'm perfect at everything, and i find everything she does annoying, and i feel so bad, but i don't want to be her friend bc i have to be bc if i cut it off then her self-esteem will go down even more but honestly i just can't fricking handle it, i want her to be gone already

y'all my bsf has another bsf who she's known for literally one month and i don't want to be jealous but i'm jealous bc wdym i've known her for four years and am in her life only as much as this other new girl

"leo's so dumb!" leo made a ship from a drawing he made when he was eight, you can't be dumb and do that. the ship would fall apart. so yeah, he's book smart, and he's street smart too, he kept running away from his foster homes so he has to be to survive. goofy funny people can be intelligent.

I JUST NOTICED SOMETHING
          YUDHISTIRA-----YAMINI
          BHIMA------BRYNNE
          ARJUNA------ARU
          NAKULA-------NIKITA
          SAHADEVA----------SHEELA
          I'M SO DUMB
          HOW COULD I NOT SEE THAT
          (unfortunately aiden does not match draupadi but i will cope)

my friend hasn't read my messages since thursday and i haven't seen her since then bc of spring break, and i'll see her tmrw but i'm kinda worried bc option one is that she is ignoring me which i'm not going to go into rn bc i don't think i've done anything wrong??? but maybe i shouldn't be texting her every day when she doesn't respond... 
          option 2 is her parents took away her laptop but then again she's still posting stuff on the art club google classroom so she still has her laptop maybe or she got it back for school bc clearly she has access to her school account so she's tricking her parents into giving it back for "school"??? so should i try emailing her??? but then if she does think i'm texting her too much would that be overboard??? 
          and then option 3, she feels terrible and she doesn't even have the energy to check google chat, which is the WORST option but entirely possible if her parents are being bitches, but then if that's the case how is she still having the energy to go on google classroom, take pictures of her art and post it?? and they were obviously taken with her mom's phone not with her laptop bc they're good quality and taken from above so she can't be too worried with her parents but what if they're getting on her nerves and don't know anything is wrong 
          i'm reading into this WAYYY too much but i can't figure it out and i'm so freaking worried AGHH

chat i woke up late and my family ate ALL THE IDLI
          I DON'T LIKE IDLI
          BUT I'M HUNGRYYYYYYYY
          NOW I HAVE TO WAIT FOR LUNCH
          TOT