Hey guys, I just wanted to say something. I lost my best friend today. Not cancer or anything, she killed herself because she couldn't take it. And I couldn't save her. I should've but I couldn't. Things got so much for her that she jumped from the 9th floor. That takes a lot of courage and I wish she didn't have that, I wish she was a coward and didn't have the guts to jump but she was brave when she shouldn't have been.
She died because she thought she was alone. That there was no one for her. But I was there and she didn't let me in. If I ever heard her say something she would be here with me but she isn't.
You're not alone, not now not ever. If you think that you have no one, then know what, message me, call me. Do anything, talk. I'll listen. I'll save you when no one else could. I won't let you down like everyone else. I can't let anyone down now. It takes too much. Suicide is not the answer. It may seem like it but what about after. I don't know what happens but I wish I never know. And I hope none of you do.
Please stop and make people stop. You have a life ahead of you. And you're gonna have the best time of your life. And you're gonna find someone who loves you and its gonna be okay. Please don't jump. Please.
Rest in peace Riya, I love you, I will always love you