My mom just apologized to me today.
In the nearly 22 years of my time on this Earth, she has never said "I aplogize" when she's hurt me. But she did today, and she actually meant it.
I was able to open up to her about how I've been feeling and she listened without dismissing me for the first time ever. That felt great.
I'm glad to be healing my relationship with my mom because I've always loved her, even during the times when we were butting heads the most. And I know she's always loved me.
Being able to clearly express my issues is a big step for me. It shows that I'm healing. I'm proud of being able to do that for once.