Hey my lovely’s.
I don’t know what to do anymore. I feel emptiness and I don’t want to talk to anyone so I’m just going to say it to everyone.
I’ve noticed that I’ve become more sensitive. I overthink more than I used to, and I just want to end it all. I miss my old self, the happy version. I don’t know when it started, but I was digging my own hole down a pit of darkness, the walls to steep to climb. I feel alone. I can’t put it in much words but I feel numb. This might be the last time I’m with you, but if you hear from me again, then be proud.