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hey humans how are you guys doing :D

I’m officially out to everyone in my family with the accept ion of my Grandparents. 

I just love having $90 and me already getting stuff added to a list on my moms phone, and when I ask, she’s like, “Nope. Go look at that room. Look at your grades. When you can value what you have, THEN you can get new things.” Guys. This involves, clothes, shoes, personal items, and everything like that, wether it be some merch, or necessities. I can’t have it. LIKE ITS MY GODDAMN FUCKING MONEY. NOT YOURS. LET ME SPEND IT HOW I PLEASE. ITS NOT YOURS, YOU’RE NOT EVEN THE ONE WHO GAVE IT TO ME!!!!!! 
          I sometimes just want to curl up somewhere and cry. To just. Disappear. Since I’ve been home from school, some people have forgot I exist.. I have to do summer school. I have too many things going on. My brain is overwhelmed from all of the stress. It makes me feel hopeless and useless. I really only have one person there for me, always by my side, and that’s my girlfriend, she’s the best thing that’s ever happened to me. And I love her with all of my heart. If something happens to her, or us, I don’t know how I will cope.. she’s.. she’s special.... and i never want to loose her. if i do, ill be gone and empty inside.. I don’t know guys. No one will read this anyway no one even cares about me. I’ve never had someone read one of my conversations on here. I sometimes wish I was never born. And.. nothing can help beyond this point.. I’m just going to sit here and write my heart out. Vent to a wall, have no one read it, but if someone takes the time to read this, maybe you can message me..? Only if someone reads this. If you read it to here, just message me on any platform saying this, “Hi. Wattpad convo was read” you don’t have to say I’m sorry, or try to care, but just say that please.. I want to know who cares enough to read something..

Happy birthday to me... ): 

Hey bitches I stan Jungkook now 

Hi guys. I’m in a tough spot right now, I’m sorry for the lack of works, I am working on a few currently, I’m sorry for not giving you a lot of things, I’m trying my best guys. I love you all, and just know I’m here for you. I love you guys, bai bi!!

:D https://www.wattpad.com/story/214419320

Don’t come to me when your child can’t think of what a tiger is cause they’re extinct! Don’t cry to me when your fur coat ain’t clean. The endangered list is now.... 41,416... Dear, 2045... I don’t think we’re gonna survive... if you end up seeing this story..... I just wanna say....... I’m sorry...

I m. B a c k. H o e s. 

@YOONMINANDVKOOKIE awe! Thank you buddy! I'm happy to have someone here for me, and I prise to be the same for you!