athia

hi lovies! long message ahead :
          
          i am currently in a hiatus for almost one month now because of a sudden problem caused by my mental health. i am currently being treated well and i am doing fine now honestly; if you were my fan since 2023, you will already know that i have a mental disorder called ADHD—or attention-deficit/hyperactivity disorder.
          
          i've been struggling with it since i was a kid, and up until now i am still struggling with it. there was no cure, but i am getting some therapy since i no longer myself sometimes, and it keeps getting worse as i grew older. and that makes me have a hard time focusing on one activity—and that was to finish my novel—i love you all so much, and i am trying hard to make one chapter without forgetting it or even ignore it. i'll call myself mental ill because of this.
          
          but now, i am doing fine. i am regaining what i have lost, and i am trying to get back on my tracks that i left. i will try to update as soon as possible, stay tuned! 
          
          — xyn ★

It’s been a while since you last update are you okay ?? Hope you’re doing well !

should i turn “Tangled with a Stranger” into a alpha x enigma?? let me see your opinion/thoughts

i am sad because i lost my spark at writing, now my novels only reached 30-50 views and 5-10 likes, it feels like i am not good enough. it makes me feel like i am not doing enough. :((

chapter 3 out now!
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/391875255?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_reading&wp_page=reading&wp_uname=axyn_ave

Hey aouther did you deleted "Criminal shadow"? I can't find anymore....it was so good but why you deleted? 

whoo! sweet surrender officially done! should i write a special chapter or make a new novel? 

hi lovies  
          
          I will not update for a month, or two months because school is starting next week, and I can't control my schedule. 
          
          I'm so sorry, please understand my situation, thank you very much! 
          
          — axyn ★

sorry for not updating, im still sad because of perth and chimon's ending ship. well, I'm depressed lately, been crying because they're my main ship and the reason why I stayed here in the bl world. hope you can understand what I'm going through. thank you, lovelots❤️

I am so sad today, I've heard of chimon's withdrawal to "perfect 10 liners" because he was suffering with his depression. I am sad because he withdrawed and I am sad that he's suffering, get well soon my baby.