ayad_ezra

Assalamu Alaikum, everyone. It will be heartbreaking for most, but it is needed for my career. I took too many wrong decisions. But now not anymore. So, I have taken some decisions. Those are:
          	
          	1. I will be taking an indefinite break from this author life of mine. 
          	
          	2. I will be putting REVENGE and all other stories of mine on an indefinite hiatus, almost like discontinued. Sorry, but my career comes before.
          	
          	3. This account will be inactive. I am not entering it after today. 
          	
          	I am being selfish and bad, but it what it is. My career is at stake. So it's high time, I should take my needed decisions. I hope you all take this positively and accept my decision. I will be missing you all and will always love you. Please, keep me in your prayers. If ever, Almighty Allah blesses me and keeps me alive, I might come back. But that is once in a million chance at this point.
          	
          	I am being devastated and hopeless in many terms. I feel like d*ing tbh. But I am trying my best to hold myself and write all this. I don't know what wrong I did to get all this as a payback or what test Allah is taking of mine. But I just want to be away from all this. Please, respect my decision and keep me in your prayers. Take care you all. Good luck. Have a great life ahead. Allah Hafeez. Fi'amanillah.
          	
          	— Author Ayad Ezra (for one last time in a long time).

ayad_ezra

Assalamu Alaikum, everyone. It will be heartbreaking for most, but it is needed for my career. I took too many wrong decisions. But now not anymore. So, I have taken some decisions. Those are:
          
          1. I will be taking an indefinite break from this author life of mine. 
          
          2. I will be putting REVENGE and all other stories of mine on an indefinite hiatus, almost like discontinued. Sorry, but my career comes before.
          
          3. This account will be inactive. I am not entering it after today. 
          
          I am being selfish and bad, but it what it is. My career is at stake. So it's high time, I should take my needed decisions. I hope you all take this positively and accept my decision. I will be missing you all and will always love you. Please, keep me in your prayers. If ever, Almighty Allah blesses me and keeps me alive, I might come back. But that is once in a million chance at this point.
          
          I am being devastated and hopeless in many terms. I feel like d*ing tbh. But I am trying my best to hold myself and write all this. I don't know what wrong I did to get all this as a payback or what test Allah is taking of mine. But I just want to be away from all this. Please, respect my decision and keep me in your prayers. Take care you all. Good luck. Have a great life ahead. Allah Hafeez. Fi'amanillah.
          
          — Author Ayad Ezra (for one last time in a long time).

ayad_ezra

Assalamu Alaikum, everyone. This is an important announcement and I might lose many of you after this. But it is what it is. I am sure you all have noticed my inconsistency in updates or announcements in general. I do not know if you guys here know or not, but my Instagram family knows and might have already expected it. 
          
          Honestly speaking, I have been losing my spark and interest in writing lately. Most importantly I am losing my interest in K-pop and Ship stories. I can not leave writing because half of my soul resides in that. But I do not think I can continue Ship or bl stories that enthusiastically anymore. 
          
          You all might have noticed how my profile no longer includes the words or display of any K-pop members or events. And also, a few events in my life had lately left me exhausted and uninterested from many things. So, you can say it is a sacrificial step towards my inner peace and cleanliness.
          
          Therefore, I have decided to take this drastic decision of stepping down as a K-pop or FF or LGBTQIA+ author. I want to stay only as an original series author. I will, however, finish Revenge and keep the completed TaeGguk fanfictions as it is. Or might actually turn those fanfictions into general fictions later on, I still have not decided that. Movie based TaeGguk fanfictions will stay as it is and be completed as well. But stories like “Favor Returned”, “His Retribution”, “Game of Fate”, “Not In My Fate”, “Aphonic Love” & “Shattered Ménage” are taken down and will be republished as OC based fictions.
          
          I know it is a harsh take, thinking from your end. But I write for my satisfaction and peace and when I am no longer finding that peace in such stories, I believe it is good to step down than to force myself to write more of it. I strive to be a passionate author and/or writer and I do not think I can reach that by writing in a way that no longer satisfies me or soothes my soul.
          
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ayad_ezra

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            I am sorry for being selfish in this matter. But I can not just bring myself to elongate this further and give a below average performance. I love you all a lot, and truly appreciate each readers and/or followers of mine. You all are, were and will always hold a special place in my heart. But this once, let me be selfish. I hope and request you all to take this positively and to continue supporting and loving me and my works. But I would also understand if you decide to end our author-reader bond here itself. With that, I would end my journey as an FF Author hereby. Thank you. Allah Hafeez. Fi' amanillah.
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TaEuphoria23

Heyyaaa!!!!
          Please have a look at this. It's my first time writing a story.
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/385897004?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=TaEuphoria23

ayad_ezra

@TaEuphoria23 I am not into reading anymore, dear. but i will surely check it out.
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ayad_ezra

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Woah, woah, woah! Hol' up, darlin'. I didn't intend to but I just happened to notice something your sorry ass mentioned about me after everything that happened two months ago. I can't help but clear your delulu assumption.
          
          Seriously? Me? Jealous of you? For what again? For having new friends? Darlin', don't make me open my mouth and reveal who is not happy about the other one having new friends. Because as far as I remember, it wasn't me who asked you to choose between me and your bestie. So mind you. 
          
          Also, just because you did something for me, that is basically against my beliefs, doesn't mean I obligated to trust you blindly. Or something. Yes, I truly appreciate those acts of yours but again that's not something I would want you to do for many reasons. That's literally against both you and mine religion's beliefs. 
          
          You did all that on your own. So, you can't and shouldn't guilt trap me that you did something against your religious beliefs for me and for that I should trust you more than I do for other people or something. I mean you didn't trust me enough for many matters, so you shouldn't expect that from me either.
          
          Last but not the least, the person you and your so-called atrioventricular called characterless and that they sell their soul to others, is actually someone who supported and stood up for me even though we weren't that close initially and would rip off other's head if they even say a word against me. 
          
          While you, being my half-soul, couldn't even stood up for me when someone was calling me this and that openly in a public GC. Why? Just because you were in bad terms with me during that time. So before you talk shit about my gang, make sure you are a saint yourself.