aggs

tragic lab partners troupe!!! *cough* jayvik *cough* fiddauthor *cough*
          
          also jayce laying his head in mels lap in s2 plz that should've been MEEEEEE! deadass had to pause and cry for a moment 

stop making izuku midoriya look like a twig, mans did not work his ass off just for yall to make him skinny >:(( make him buff, give him his scars PLEASEEEE

the andro in me is making a comeback HELLO AGAIN BUTTON UP SHIRTS

bro called me a cutie patootie in the pic so its my pfp now >:DD

never beating the "i thought you were mean" first impressions 

yaelokre fan spotted ໒꒰ྀི∩ ˊ͈ ꒳ ˋ͈ ꒱ྀིა ♡

just found out yealokre is half filipino, new obsession unlocked. 
          
          i will now figure out the lore

sighhh midterms are in 2 weeks, everything is moving too fast *cries*
          
          i'm also adjusting well living in manila, still is a pain to go home every week because of the long commute which takes about 2 hours whahahaha i love my classmates they've been so nice and helpful to me and others <3333

(rant/vent, ignore. triggering)
          
          i wanna dissappear so bad. lately i feel like i've been spiraling back into my mindset during the pandemic— it's so fucking scary. please, i did not come this far just to go back there. it feels so vulnerable, i've been trying to become better. i'm reminded why there was a reason i had a i don't give a f attitude back then and maybe it was because some part of me wanted to protect myself, to be spiteful and be angry because i couldn't do it back then. i don't have anything to prove to be honest hahaha, i'm average about everything. when it comes to looks, personality, grades everything. i'm forgetful, which will always be my achilles heel.
          
          getting depressed again, and it kind of feels so much worse than before. i don't want to talk to anyone irl about it because it feels so insignificant compared to what others are dealing with. there's this thing at school where we can talk to guidance counselor and shi but i'm so scared for what happened the last time i opened up. i might as well keep it to myself if its just gonna get invalidated. i'm sorry for inconveniencing everyone in my my life hahaha. i can't do this shi anymore and it's kind of pathetic because i'm so fortunate than other people.
          
          i think i'm always gonna fall short compared to other people. i'm always so angry and tired. i shouldn't be. i'm doing shit i shouldn't again.
          
          can't believe unwanted thoughts and memories got triggered over four words.

think i got food poisoning LMAOAKAIA imma sleep it off