@aye_aye864
Oh I finally updated wattpad , last one i did was like 2020(?)
I hate it. I'm glad they brought back the social feed but idk feels weird
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8 years on this app. It has brought me happiness from my loneliness and the beginning of the rabbit hole that was fanfiction. Originally, this account was for messaging friends when I didn't have any other means to contact them, but it's grown into my love for reading and writing. I've made some cool friends here and I'm so grateful to everyone who has ever interacted with me or my works.
One day, I should keep one of my works and publish it on my anniversary...maybe my 10th year here?
And, like every celebration I've had this year, it is no stranger to the bad luck I've encountered each time. Food poisoning, again (oof)
Uh, yeah, I'm alive. Not so much a monthly post, just wanted to say that I've broken my phone again, actually ordered a new one instead of fixing it through insurance since it was just bad. The motherboard had somehow broken and wouldn't allow the whole thing to work so I've lost a good thousand pics and 1 backup of my WhatsApp (not too fussed tbh). Everything else requires a login so I'm ok for the most part...except my 100 chrome tabs of ao3 that I needed to read
I'm on my old old phone, the one from high school aka like 5 years ago. It's barely functioning but it still had my wattpad, WhatsApp and notes so I can live until Wednesday
I did write the Shuca oneshot, it's on ao3. I dont have the link at the moment but I'm sure y'all can find it if you're that desperate for it.
Finished uni, mental health depletes rapidly as the days go by since I'm stuck at home. No one has got back to me about a job, interview or even volunteering so I'm being berated by mum to get one and it's getting to me a little. She doesn't know how hard it is these days...
Cats are ok, Tsuki gets stressed easily now so cant change his routine much without him bouncing off the walls and running away from me. Yuki just sleeps the days away as usual, just not with me anymore.
It's been getting hotter recently and I hate it. The UK was not meant for hot weather and it feels so much worse than a holiday since AC isn't really a thing here
Apart from all that, I'm ok. Hope y'all are doing fine too. Slow replies unless I'm on Twitter (which I need a new name for, I'm going through my identity crisis arc and hate my current name). If you need me, I'm there
Will be focusing on learning Japanese (i can confidently read hiragana and katakana, just idk what the words actually mean. It only took 3 days!) and improving my coding skills (tbc)
Stay safe as usual <3
Monthly update to show I'm still around (somewhat):
- uni started back up and I'm already feeling the intensity. I thought last semester was bad, but, looking back on it, it actually wasn't too hard. This, however, feels like I've been thrown in the deep end of coding concepts that just don't quite make sense just yet. I've basically been trying to understand them, but I think I'm losing the plot
- bestie's bday was at the start of this month. I was supposed to treat her to a day out before she went back to uni but I was ill and by the time I recovered, she'd already gone. Now I gotta wait until March :(
- one of my cat's got an eye infection (?) - tbh neither I nor the vet knew what was wrong except for a red eyelid - and I first had to give him eye cream twice a day for a week. It got better, then got worse literally 6hrs after we gave him the last dose so had to go back and get eyedrops and painkillers for 5 days. He still wasn't better and so we kept going for another 5 days and he was fine all of a sudden?! Anyway, he's good now, but what an expensive set of vet appointments.
Also scared the other cat when I had to hold yuki down for his drops - he wouldn't come near me for the whole 2 weeks!! He also tried to hit my mum when we were doing it, so he's protective at least
- that's it tbh. I got ill, went back to uni and then had the whole cat eye infection thing for like 2 weeks and basically did nothing.
I'm still lurking around here every so often, but if you need me, twitter is the way to go (same username)
Stay safe everyone❤
Monthly update, just a little late cuz honestly not much changed:
- went london for a few days and went sightseeing. Averaged 25k steps per day and I couldn't feel my feet afterwards for a few days lol. Cats did not miss me at all
- still haven't got around to writing/finishing my fic. I'm thinking it's just gonna be one of those things that I say I will do but just can't bring myself to do... I have written like 1k words, its just not coming together rn
- I literally got ill a few days ago. Nothing bad, not covid (woo!) but still making me sniffly and I have epistaxis frequently cuz of my need to blow my nose
- uni starts back up mid January so I'll disappear again then - I have 2x 10am classes, which sucks cuz 7am wakeup, and a 2pm. Not bad, prefer last semester but whatever. At least I lasted longer than Psychology, that's my main achievement from this
Idk what else so cya in like 2-3 weeks (unless I have another need to vent)
Stay safe everyone❤
Alright, monthly update time:
Started uni, not too bad, but one of my classes is a mixed one with 3 different courses and the lecturer just acts like it's 1 course in there, which is not mine. A lot of the content feels very out of place for me too cuz of that, but whatever, just survive am I right? BTW, there's only 10 people on my course lmao...
Went further down the rabbit hole that is vtubers, I lowkey have not caught up with anything kpop related since like May lmao. Good news is that the oshi has rebranded(?) And seems happier, the bad news is the timezone they now stream at, the length of vods (that I still haven't caught up with) and the slight unmotivation to keep up with that :/
Rhythm games have been a constant in my life, project sekai jp got a huge update that I'm still on the fence about whether I like it or not. The APs and Master Full Combos are becoming more frequent :D
I'm now at lvl 65 for honkai star rail, liking it better than genshin cuz I'm no good w open world. Got kafka and Dan heng il, will probably go for seele but we'll see. Team, which has no synergy: bailu, gepard, kafka, Dan heng il/bronya
Ummm, thats kinda it? Still no plans to write, barely keeping up with other people's work since it was mainly kpop fanfic writers I kept up with, but I kinda lost interest but at the same time wanna support these people, kinda in limbo there too. Tune in next month to see what's new. For more frequent updates, spam, etc, follow the twitter/x account (same name)
Byeeeee, take care, eat a few cookies in my honour!!
i’m so far behind on kpop and my online friends life as well but that’s just adult life LOLL and only having ten ppl in ur course is CRAZYYYY.
i need to catch up on ppls stories and my own as well but skl and life yanno :0
ur doing great!!! good luck with uni <3333
Missed it on my end but it's still the 27th SOMEWHERE in the world, so happy wattpad anniversary to me!
It's been 7 years on this app and this is like the first time celebrating it on the right day, except it's not. Think my anniversary is just cursed :/
I haven't been the most active on here that much but I am still lurking here, mainly on twitter (or x or whatever it's called now :/ ). I'm just getting my main fic source from ao3 rn, so a lot of time spent there
Kinda moving away from writing since I lost motivation and it's a common issue I've had since I've been writing so maybe it's not for me. Kudos to whoever does but I think my imposter syndrome kinda got to me and its felt harder to keep up when everyone felt like they were so much better than me.
That, and I lost interest in kpop, my main fic ideas cuz I didn't have to think about character descriptions that much.
I may write in the future, but I'll just upload whenever. I have ideas but don't feel enough to write the whole story out, flesh out the characters, etc.
For now, I remain a reader to y'all, I hope you don't miss me too much in my long periods of absence ❤
Been a hood while, here's some updates from me (if anyone's actually seeing this):
- uni got back to me! After 7 months, they actually replied...only for the person not to be the person I needed anymore and they forwarded my details to the next person....sigh.
- still applying for pt jobs, it may be a little promising rn, but idk. We'll see, I don't wanna jinx it.
- started my side project of streaming, you'll never see that side of me tho (sorry y'all, but I'm separating my online personas, can't have them meeting)
- as you know, got into vtubers, I both love and hate it due to how my priorities have changed but also how they've really helped me through these past few months...and I caved and bought merch
- since the priorities changed, so did my writing, or lack of it. I wanted to write a few more svt fics but I haven't seen any of their content in the past 5 months. Same with any other kpop media, I've only heard a few popular songs from reels
- since ao3 is down (my main source of reading and entertainment these days), purging this account to people who follow me/friends/books I still remember and loved (have bad memory. Can't remember what I read here anymore). It's long overdue
That's it I guess. If you want active things from me, twitter is the place to go for now
Posted a message on my insta story but tl;dr + extra info :
Not due to post anything or come back here to say anything until end of year/ maybe start of 2023.
I have a jeongcheol book on ao3 that should have been jihancheol if anyone's craving my work.
Should be on here but too lazy to make a cover. Heck, my ateez book should be on ao3 but I'm too lazy to set it up.
Uni is awful and I wanna drop out but don't have the guts to say so to my parents, I'm behind on work and it's only a month in. I have a week off to catch up and pass my driving theory test.
Will respond to messages and comments, but can't post on others message boards
Love you all, stay safe and if I don't see you until after New year, have a great rest of this year and any holidays you may celebrate
I also didn't realise that the web version of Wattpad has the date I joined here. I only use the web version when I publish so I've never noticed it until now, the app only showed me the year. And now that I've noticed, I realised I've been celebrating my anniversary A DAY EARLY
So, uh, it's supposed to be July 27, not 26 like I thought it was (but pretty close for someone who didn't know the actual date, just knowing that it was sometime then) and I've had to change my calendar date. So, on July 27 2023, I will properly celebrate my 7 years on this platform