aye_its_shae01

So um... I haven't been on in months. Hi again everyone... if anyone is still here

kittiesRmyfav

@aye_its_shae01 neither have I lol
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aye_its_shae01

I just don't know what to do anymore when it comes to life. In some ways it's getting so much better, but at the same time I'm stuck in the same rut that I have been for years, except now it's worse.... I'm just so exhausted in every way...

aye_its_shae01

@marinarasuace I'll try to. Thanks so much
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moonroze_111

@aye_its_shae01 i understand completely. keep fighting soldier, okay? you’re doing amazing. don’t give up
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aye_its_shae01

@marinarasuace Thank you. It just feels like every time something gets better, another thing ten times worse happens and it's hard to live like that all the time
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aye_its_shae01

I just want to shut out the world forever. Can someone come and take me from this pain?

aye_its_shae01

@aye_its_shae01 Thank you. But if there is a God, well, he just took away my unborn sibling before they ever had the chance at life. So I don't know what to say about that. Thank you though.
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KittyCatGamer98

@aye_its_shae01 you know I really feel ya there
            But God always takes away your pain if you ask him. Even if it tries to come back, you gotta tell it, no, I already gave this to God, so you can't touch me anymore.
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aye_its_shae01

Today is such a bittersweet day. I'm so sad though

aye_its_shae01

@aye_its_shae01 I'm going to be moving this summer, and my mom isn't allowing me to keep my cat (aka my best friend) so I had to rehome him. It kind of worked out, because my boyfriend really wanted a cat and Daoji needed a new home, so my boyfriend took him, but I'm still hella depressed about it because I've known my cat since he was a tiny kitten (I bottle fed him for a while) and he's been living at my house for almost two years, and now I've had to get rid of him
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KittyCatGamer98

@aye_its_shae01 What happened?
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