ayhzlc

hi everyone! i know no one is going to read this but i want to say this anyway like it's a special diary. though no one really knows about me here, this account is like my safe place.
          	
          	my birthday was just last week and i want to reflect on it.
          	
          	i've been through so much, especially in the past month. many friendship problems, bullying issues, etc. i was drowning in those and i was so close to giving up everything. i always wondered, 'how did i even survive that?'. i remember all the nights i stayed up, overthinking, tossing and turning in my bed and mentally beating up myself for everything. if it weren't for the only few friends who stood up for me and stayed with me no matter what, i won't be where i am right now. i want to thank everyone (even if no irls know about this account) that has stayed by my side despite all the flaws i have and mistakes i've made. i reflected on all my actions and realized how stupid i can be sometimes. however, i am willing to improve to be a better person overall, and ensure i don't repeat the same mistakes again.
          	
          	this year, will be a new chapter for me. i'm not going to repeat my old mistakes. i've learnt so much from the past. i'm going to focus on being a better person, and move forward in life. healing takes time and i'm willing to spend as much time as i need. i will try my best to become a better version of me. i've been through so much pain and that only shows i'm a step closer to becoming a stronger person. i'm growing. i can't wait to welcome my new self.
          	
          	thank you to everyone. to my few readers who read my work. to my friends who stayed by my side. to my family for supporting me emotionally and mentally. and most importantly le sserafim and stray kids for being my safe place, my comfort people, my everything. i love you all.

ayhzlc

hi everyone! i know no one is going to read this but i want to say this anyway like it's a special diary. though no one really knows about me here, this account is like my safe place.
          
          my birthday was just last week and i want to reflect on it.
          
          i've been through so much, especially in the past month. many friendship problems, bullying issues, etc. i was drowning in those and i was so close to giving up everything. i always wondered, 'how did i even survive that?'. i remember all the nights i stayed up, overthinking, tossing and turning in my bed and mentally beating up myself for everything. if it weren't for the only few friends who stood up for me and stayed with me no matter what, i won't be where i am right now. i want to thank everyone (even if no irls know about this account) that has stayed by my side despite all the flaws i have and mistakes i've made. i reflected on all my actions and realized how stupid i can be sometimes. however, i am willing to improve to be a better person overall, and ensure i don't repeat the same mistakes again.
          
          this year, will be a new chapter for me. i'm not going to repeat my old mistakes. i've learnt so much from the past. i'm going to focus on being a better person, and move forward in life. healing takes time and i'm willing to spend as much time as i need. i will try my best to become a better version of me. i've been through so much pain and that only shows i'm a step closer to becoming a stronger person. i'm growing. i can't wait to welcome my new self.
          
          thank you to everyone. to my few readers who read my work. to my friends who stayed by my side. to my family for supporting me emotionally and mentally. and most importantly le sserafim and stray kids for being my safe place, my comfort people, my everything. i love you all.