In spite of saying I would get back to writing the stories I maintained the same pattern of promising stuff I don't go throught it... I'm sorry, which doesn't mean much since I just keep on doing the same thing over and over again.
I just... I guess, I want to get a little real here for a sec. I thought it would get easier once I was done with college, that I would have more time to dedicate to writing and reading and basically activities I love to do... In most part, I've been enganging a bit more but it's not easier. yk? I'm currently job hunting and I feel tired, and stress, and doubtful, and scared I made all the wrong decisions so far! I think it's natural, at least everyone says it is, but it's been draining. I've also been quite sick for the past, what, two weeks? That could be contributing to my sour mood. I feel scared mostly, so I guess what I'm trying to say is be patient with me? pls? pretty pls.
And thank you for reading this. I probably just really needed to rant lmaoo
