GirlxAlmighty

I can’t get over Liam’s death and I don’t think I ever will 
          It kinda brought me back on here. I miss all the friends I am here. I hope you are all okay. Love you!

Dear Friends,
          
          I trust you have been well. I know it's been a while since I wrote on here. A lot has happened but now my life is finally getting back on track. I have missed you all so dearly, you have no idea. 
          
          I have the intention of finishing my book. I just really hope that at least someone is still around to continue enjoying the journey. 
          
          I love you all! Thank you for your endless support!
          
          Later,
          
          Addie❤️

Love  your work! 

Praying for u stay safe

Sick but will be back soon.
          Please pray for me ♥️❤️

Heyyy boo! I really hope you're doing okay...
          I miss you so much
          Love you ❤️

IMPORTANT MESSAGE PART 2! 
          
          Incase you've been wondering why I disappeared. 
          
          *Continuation* 
          
          I was happy. I was ready to take on the world and even put myself out there for the possibilities of Love.. or so I thought....I started my new job and in the middle of the transition, I lost a very important friend (Yeah she's not dead we just don't talk) And I'm okay with it. Things started to not work out between me and that person I liked. I thought things couldn't get any worse for me. But the worst was yet to come.
          
          A few weeks ago, I fell sick. I fell really sick and the doctors couldn't find the problem. I was nearly dying.. 
          But then.. just when I thought things couldn't get any worse, they finally figured out what my problem is.. Covid 19. I got infected with the Corona Virus probably at work and there wasn't anything I could do about it. My luck seems to have worn off. I've been going through hell. 
          I could have lost my life but I thank God that I'm still here. Being in this situation has put a lot of things into perspective. In turn, I've lost friends and the person I didn't want to leave behind. The person I thought I liked. Turns out, I didn't like him enough to hang on. And I'm okay letting go of toxic friends and toxic situations.
          
          The dilemma I'm in is whether I should stop writing or not. I wrote chapter 95 while in isolation (Still in isolation btw). I still haven't received the response I desire. Why? Why are you doing this to me? I'm trying so hard. But it feels like I'm giving everything and getting so little back. All these "Please update" messages. You have no idea what I've been through. BE KIND!
          I love writing and I love this story so much. But you have to make want to fight and keep going. I am at my lowest right now. And I don't want to feel like this ever again. Should I keep going or should I stop? That's the question. 
          
          Pray for me. I'm not okay.
          
          ~Adelayde

IMPORTANT MESSAGE PART 1.
          
          Dear Readers,
          I hope this message finds you well. As I write this, I'm not in the best condition..But we'll get to that.. 
          
          This year has been more than a nightmare for me. Fighting depression in the middle of a fucking global pandemic, trying to secure a job, fighting to stay alive.. It has been hell. I almost took a job I didn't like in a new town, away from my family, all my friends and someone I really liked. I lost all the joy in life. Things that made me happy like writing became a burden. I felt unappreciated. I pour everything into Kismet but I still don't get appreciated enough. Look at the number of Reads vs Votes. It doesn't make sense to me. I am completely demoralised and unmotivated. Doesn't seem fair does it? 
          
          At the end of September, my luck seemed to turn around. I was getting some hope and things started looking up for me. After months or maybe a year, I got a job that I actually like, in a city that I love, where all my family and friends are. Guess who else lives in that city, the person I liked. Lucky huh? All the stars started to align... or so I thought.... 
          
          
          To be continued* 

Chapter 95 is up
           Thank you for your patience❤❤ 
          I just published "Chapter Ninety-Five. " of my story "KISMET (18+)". https://my.w.tt/l3dYyBeoebb

Are you already writing chap 95?