@Ultimaterollerblader
hey, thanks for checking up on me. that's really, really kind of you. to be honest i might have cried a little bit before writing this because i still am not doing very well, nor do i have anyone outside of my family who would care about my wellbeing. i might update one of my books later tonight talking about it more, i don't know. but thank you so much for caring, it made me feel a little bit better ❤