@aizzynnn aww author it's okay, ik how you feel. I'm not the best at comforting ppl but hear me out, you should NOT stay quiet abt your mental health. You shouldn't feel the need to carry a burden alone, bottling up your own feelings isn't healthy, trust me, I've done it before and it was disgusting. Do what makes you happy!! Choose the right people to be friends with, and don't be afraid to reach out to other people. Remember, real friends actually understand and care for your mental health, fake friends only keep you around to be the joke, that's something you should know Abt before making friends. Ik this is difficult for you to go through, but inshallah, the challenges will be over for you one day, I believe in you author :) ❤️❤️