I'm sorry I haven't posted any stories recently or updated my current ones...
Quite honestly, I'm feeling a tad bit discouraged. I feel that I sort of have a wide vocabulary (to a point) and a vivid imagination; but every time I try to form a story using those, it's just mediocre. I just don't have the skill to write. I read other authors' works and think about how much I want to do that, yet once I do, I hate it. I've been told my writing is "decent" and "not too bad," and quite frankly, I agree. I just don't know what to do differently. I'm constantly comparing myself to others and maybe that's my problem. I don't think I'm good enough and compared to everyone else, I'm just... mediocre.
In short, I'm discouraged and I don't know what to do about it.
I'm not saying this to be negative or to make anyone else feel bad about themselves, but I'm hoping that opening up about my personal feelings could help me in some way. I'm also not seeking attention, or confirmation that I am a good writer. I'm seeking advice. I'd love to at least know someone else has felt this way and how they deal with it. Or even how I can improve? I've felt this way for quite some time, and I suppose it's nice to just put it into words.