lately, i've been asking myself; what do you want to achieve? what's really your dream? are you sure about your decisions? that's just some few things that keeps on bugging me. and to be honest, i really don't know...i really don't know what is my real dream, what i want to achieve, what my goals are, and have been contemplating my life decisions. i'm so messed up. it feels like i enrolled to college not because i wanted to but because i have to. i have to get that degree. i have to be professional. but i don't really feel like it. i'm still questioning myself to which path should i take? i know there are a lot of hardships ahead but there's no easy path, we all have to go through hardships to appreciate the good ones.