azkaban999whore

woah… hello? it’s been a longgggg long hot minute since i’ve been on here um happy new years x2!? i hope everyone is doing ok and well 

well it’s been a while since i was here on wattpad n i come back to like 150+ notifications wth anyways hi xoxoxo  me n my bf broke up but how was everyone’s halloween n what we’re u guys if u dressed up 

my bsf left today,haven’t seen my bf since wednesday so like 5 days but i kinda like being alone again finally. my rooms clean again bc my bsf is sooooo messy i hate it but my rooms clean so my mind feels clear n clean. my step dad got me a heater for my room bc it’s the middle of fucking winter in new zealand. i had 2 naps today. i read a whole ass book in a day. so tbh in thriving in life atm. i had a pregnancy scare the other day but i’m not so yay really thriving in life (WRAP IT BEFORE U TAP IT GUYS DONT BE LIKE MY BF N I) but anyways yeah that’s my life update how is everyone?

another night of me missing my bf bc he didn’t come over today :(( gonna go cry n die now bc it’s been 5 days istg :/

i miss my bf :( but he said he’s gonna ask his brother to drop him off tmrw in the morning :)) also bestie comes on tuesday so yayyyy :)) anyways i’m on my 4th day/night w/o my bf so he best be coming over tmrw istg

my ride or die bestie since birth who is also my niece but she’s more like a sister is coming on tuesday to stay w me,my baby niece is coming on sunday n my bfs coming tmrw but he comes n goes whenever i can’t wait i’m so happy rn life is good no life is fucking amazing beautiful stunning great every fucking good synonym in the dictionary 

currently feeling like a peasant not sleeping w or on my bf rn :( i miss him n it’s been 2 days which sounds like come back home babyyyyy i miss u . i think i have attachment and separation issues w my bf 

i have sm love n appreciation @mariaeftychiariddle she has really helped me thru my worst which is rn ig but honestly no words of how much i appreciate n love you babes <33

i literally balled my eyes out in my bfs arms last night bc i had the most realistic petrifying nightmare i’ve had since i was a little child. he was the sweetest tho he jus held me n wiped my tears n reassured me. absolutely adore him but that was v embarrassing bc like ew i cried in front of him!!! i don’t ever cry in front of ppl that’s a massive no no in my books. but i love him smmmm <33

i jus felt like crying outta no where which is so fucking weird bc i’m thriving rn. my bf (mr stoner eyes mr movie date wattpad guy wtv u wanna call him) has spent the last like week w me, we’re at my sisters, i’m w my baby niece, i had cheesecake, my niece is starting to like my bf so my 2 fav ppl in the world are w me getting along idk. BUT I STILL WANTED TO CRY MY MF EYES OUT. anyways my bf met my mum,step dad,oldest brother (i have 4), my sister n my sisters gf n they all love/like him which is great except my step dad he’s sorta alr w him it’s jus that he’s my bf that he don’t like bc he sees me as his baby. but yeah that’s my rant i wanna go eat cheesecake n sleep i love yous all pls rant in my dms or comments i’ll respond when i can xxxx