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(pt3/final cont)
          
          I do hope to one day use this account as my creative outlet for not only myself but for the many others who use their creativity as an escape from time to time. I have so many ideas, passions, and creative imaginations I can't wait to bring to life and share with you all. Until then, I ask that you remain patient as I try to navigate through my life to re-invent myself. My goal is to have myself back on track by the middle of next year. In the meantime, I will still occasionally check my account, read some works and still chat with you all via my account and PM's. So still feel free to recommend any books, music and more or to just chat. 
          
          Lastly, I want to thank you all for your support and never-ending love and kindness! Since I first started this account, so many of you all have followed my works with so much support and kindness. It makes my heart warm re-reading earlier messages with you all. Let's continue to support one another and stay strong. Again, thank you for always supporting me and for staying patient. 
          
          I'm excited to come back soon to share the new me with you all! Until then, stay strong & I love you all!
          
          -Azora

(pt2/cont.) 
          
          Now for the next announcement. For the past few years I have been quite inactive (with the occasional hello), but overall I haven't been as committed to the account as I set out to be when I first started in high school. The inactivity started with struggling to stay afloat in college, to grieving the loss of my grandfather, to having to stay in quarantine with the rest of the world and losing touch with all of my friends, to having a very emotional break-up, and then a few other personal events in my life. During all of that there were some times where I felt almost depressed and lost in life because I knew I was falling behind in my adult life. I didn't feel the need to make any change or to do anything about it cause it felt pointless. So many bad things were happening that I just accepted that this was my life from now on. Luckily, my family has always been behind me supporting me, motivating me, and even giving me a push in the right direction a few times when I needed it. 
          
          Due to that, I am most definitely still trying to figure myself out. I am trying to make sense of who I am and where my place is in the world. Since I am still on a journey of growth and re-inventing myself, I feel that it is best if I stay relatively inactive on this account until I have gotten to a more stable point where I can better manage myself and my creative passions. 
          
          (cont. on next announcement)

Hello! 
          To all of my lovely followers, both new and old, welcome to my account. I have some announcements to make that do require explanations, but I would like to give a disclaimer/trigger warning: I will make a mention of mental health, depression, and loss. I just ask that if none of that is triggering in any was then please read everything so that we are all on the same page by the end of this. BUT if it is triggering, then please click off of my page as I don't intend on triggering or hurting anyone. 
          
          First of all, when I first had started this account I was still in high school. I was still young and naive then. I didn't know much about who I was or who I wanted to be. And while not too much time has passed, I'm coming to a better understanding of myself as I grow more into adulthood. Though the thought of  being an adult is still a bit scary, I know that I have grown as a person. So with that said, some changes are going to happen on my account and I thought it would be best to announce it now then after its all done. 
          
          So welcome to my new account. I'm Azora! (Previously Ropogirl) The reason for the change in name isn't anything too serious. But like I was previously explaining, I am coming to better understanding of myself and felt it was fitting to go by a new name that better represents who I am as a person. 
          
          (cont. on next announcement)

Heyyyy, I'm back...finally  Honestly, not sure how many of you will actually see this or actually bother to read it. But man this year has really taken  a toll on so many of us... Like it isn't just me, so trust me you're not alone. But I just felt like I had to come back here so the loneliness wouldn't get to me. Idk, it's been such a crazy year and I keep praying that hopefully they year ends somewhat better. 
          
          We'll see... Though, if you are feeling alone or the depression is coming back/getting worse. Please know you're not alone and you're not the only one feeling this way. It even messed with me a bit too. Please talk to someone if you can. Even if it isn't in person, just talk to someone, video chat them. Send someone a funny pic. 
          
          Right now while we're apart, we need to stay close even if it isn't in person. 
          
          Idk, I know I'm rambling and saying things we've heard this entire year. I guess it's just something I felt I needed to say. Sorry to bother you all with the same message of this entire year. But hopefully it helps someone....
          
          Anyways, stay safe! Stay strong! ❤️
          
          -Ropogirl

Thanks a lot for adding my smol book in your reading list. It means a lot to me you know but still I wonder why you're reading my book? ^ω^

Nuuuuuu (T^T) why wud chu unfollow such a cute koala like meeeee??? ><

-sigh- First day of classes are this Monday for me. Though I'm kinda nervous and not wanting to go back to college, I missed my friends way to much to complain about this.
          For anyone who's already started or is going to start school soon, I wish you the best of luck on school work and tests! Study hard! I believe in all of you! Fighting!~ 
          
          
          -Ropogirl ❤️

HAPPY NEW YEAR LOVELIES!!! ❤️
          
          It's 2019 and a fresh start. I know we say this every year but even trying to start clean is something that should be recognized and given credit for the effort of even trying.
          I hope you all have a great new year full of many new memories, joy, love and peace. I know you all are strong inside and out. If you ever feel weak our need help please get help and don't suffer alone. This is going to be a new year full of many new things so be prepared for another wild adventure. 
          
          Stay strong this 2019 my lovelies!~
          
          
          -Ropogirl ❤️

Thank you soooo fluffy much for checking out my shop and supporting me through a follow as well *hugs you*
          
          It means more than the world to me❤

Merry Christmas everyone! I hope you all have a wonderful, magical day full of joy, peace and love. Enjoy your time with your family, friends, and loved ones.
          
          -Ropogirl ❤️